Bab 48: Falling For You Is Big Mistake..
" I didn't tell you because you didn't talk to me and you hang up on me.. before I explained everything to you.." I tell him..
" And I don't know about Nick.. I don't know why the hell he did that all yesterday.. " I tell him.. I know I am lying but I don't want to tell him behind the reason..
" I don't think that is whole truth.. the way he is talking and the way you try to not to know anyone what is actual going on.. I think I do need explination about this.. " damm it Noah.. I didn't show it that he got me.. I give him look that seriously dude how can he tell me that I am hiding somthinng to him..
" Noah.. I don't know what you see what you feel.. but I just know that he hate me.. he don't like me.. in my whole life he just bully me.. and I on other hand I try to stay away from him.. yeah I do hang out with his friends but that's it.. " I tell him..
" And I don't know why I am explining everything to you.. when I also don't known why he is did yesterday all this.. " I tell him..
" Well if we don't know than we have to find out.. and now that you already lie about it.. but why you lied.. can't you said that you use to crush on me.. than nothing will be happen.. " he said to me..
" Well don't want to say this.. but the way he is giving me challanging look.. and show me that he is proving something or don't kbow.. I don't want to give him that satisfaction look.. I do want to tell Ari but I don't want that his ego win.. so I said.. " i tell him.. another lie.. fuck me.. I even font know how to lie properly.
" how's going on between you and Ari.. I heard some things" he ask me..
" All you heard maybe it's true.. we both are no more talking tearms.. she hates me.. she wnat me to stay away from her and Nick and I guess everyone.. " I tell her..
" She don't consider me her sister anymore.. " I said in low voice and drink the coffe.. avoiding eye contact with him..
" Do you want me to go and talk to her about this.. " he ask me.. I know he want to help me buf I don't think that she will trust him..
" If you did talk to her.. she is not going to believe or if she did.. she still not going to come back.. " I tell him rolling my eyes..
" You want to continue this.. I mean I can do it for you.. " he ask me.. no.. I. Don't..
" Noah I don't want to do anything.. I just want to complete my study's and get the hell out from this school.. if they want to hurt me.. insulte me.. bully me.. let them.. " i tell him.. seriously I am ready to accept all insulte give by them..
" Lena.. I am so so so sorry that because of me you have to face this alone.. " he said to me..
" Noah.. it's oky.. happen it's happened.. just forget about this.. I don't want to remember all things again and talk about this.. " I tell him..
" Lena.. you sure you can handle this all" he ask me again..
" Trust me Noah.. it's not the First time.. don't worry I will be fine.. " I said to him..
" How's study's going on.. " he ask me changing the subject..
" It's good.. right now my mind is not working but will be fine once I settled.. " I tell him..
After that we did talk a lot and than I rold him to drop me home.. it is going to be late.. we did spend lot time together like we use to do.. old time.. and yeah I enjoyed it.. my First thing is that I don't have to more avoid him for this.. and he is not going to now force me or ask me questions again and again.
He drop me home.. and when I enter I did see that Ari is seating in soffa.. and I know she is waiting for me.. she did look at me angrily.. I know she thought I had date with Noah.. when she will know this.. that why I am doing it.. she did feel hate me.. she did treat me like this.. I dont know.. but still I don't want to take risk..
I didn't look at her or try to talk with her.. don't want to take risk.. and made her to say things which she will regret in future..
Walk to my bedroom.. change myself and jump on bed.. started to complete my homework.. my all assignment which needed to done..
Noah did ask me that tomorrow I am coming with again Mia or what.. and yes.. I am.. no other option I have.. and than he did approach me told me that he will pick me up on morning.. he don't mind in that.. well I do mind.. I don't want to give him any other idea.. or made Ari more mad...
But he is stubborn.. he don't care what she think.. the way she made up her mind..che don't mind to whatever he want to do.. but why me.. I don't want this... I dont want her to hate me more.. than I give up.. let him do to pick me up..
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Whole week everyone is like this.. insults me.. bully me.. everyone things that there is somthinng going on between me and Noah..
New days.. Noah also not spending time with any of girl in our school.. he did pick me up and drop me my house..
Sometimes we do study together.. spend time together.. whenever he got time he always spand with me.. my sister don't like it at all.. whenever she is near.. I try to make sure she know that there is nothing going on between other than friendship.. but I know the way gossip spread.. she did believe in that..
The Stoker.. whoever it is.. he keep taxing me.. he did warning to stay the hell out from Noah.. or he will do somthing to him that I will never see him again.. I do got angry about this.. so I did fight with Noah and behav with him very rudely.. give him wrong answer just get chance to pick a fight with him..
He do get mad at me.. got Angry on me.. but than got relax that fast to.. he do feel that I am doing this on perposly or I don't want him to be pick me and whatever he is thinking he always said that that will be never going to happen.. he will alway be with me no matter what..
Girls aslo ask me that why I am doing this.. do I am in periods.. do I look like.. no I am not.. but I don't have other option than this.. sigh..
I did try to tell that Stoker to meet me.. I do want to know why he is doing this.. what he want from me.. and why me.. what I did that I hav having this big trouble..
In lunch time.. we all are having our lunch.. and like always our schools queen bee always come to pick on me.. she like to do that every damn it..
" Look what we see here.. the bitch still don't get it she is not belongs to here.. should we show her place this time.. because I am tired of her to see her face everyday..." Zara said and everyone's attention grab it.. everyone looking at our table..
" Don't you have other think do.. your voice irrirtate us.. why don't you come after 10 or 20 minutes we are having good time you know.." Mia snap at her..
" Ohhh this bitchys have bodyguards too like alway.. she can't just stand for her own.. how poor she is.. " Lara said.. and I hate is someone do same things everyday.. can't they tired of this.. even I also tired of this..
" Yes just like you the way you stood of your side chick.. I still don't know who's the leader in between you two.. so I can confirm whome to give perfact reply or just think that both are just sults whom I have to show there places..." Holly said..
" Guy's why you already fight and argument about this.. come on let's have lunch.. " Ness also come and call them for lunch..
" Ohh shut it Ness we both know that you also hate her.. don't you.. " Zara said to her..
" Even her own sister don't consider her sister.. " Lara said.. and Ari also come and join them..
" It's so sad that her own sister not even think that how big sult she is.." before she complete someone stop her..
"don't even try to complete this Lara.. or you will see that who's real sult is here.." Noah come with his friends and yelled at her.. and here now one more big fight will be start..
" And here we got this bitch's boyfriend who didn't even know she will aslo use him her own good and than throw like tissue paper..." Zara said and smrike at him..
" Just like I use you and throw you like nothing but a prostitute.." he said angrily to her..
" You Asshole.." before she said he again cut her off..
" Now you call me this.. who you too call me behind the door..." This time Ari snap her..
" Shit the fuck up Noah.. you are bullying her.." she said.. and that make him suprise and he laugh at her..
" So she doing the same with your sister who's your blood than it is okky to you when I did same with her you saying I am bullying huh.." he shouted at her..
" Keep your voice down Noah.. or should I have to again your face bloody.." Nick said and here we go... Another Argument..
" If you got irrirtate by this.. than you can leave here kindly no one telling to stay here.." he snap him too..
" If again you said the word.." he come close to Noah.. and I stood front of Noah.. between them.. I didn't look at Nick.. just want to cover Noah that he don't hurt him..
" And you Ari.. I can't believe you that you are judging your sister and insulting her.. I never see girl like you who not believing her own sister than other.. I am glad that I realised that how dumb that I fall for you.. and going to be big mistake to choose you and not her.. who always stay by me.. love me but never ever confess me.. " he said I know this will hurt her more.. I don't want him to hurt here no matter what..
" Noah just shut up... Please.." I tell him turn around look at him.. and request him to not to said more to her..
" Just want to show her mirror.." he said to me..
" Can we just leave.." I ask him..
" What you just said.. I want to hear what you just said..." Nick said to him.. I did got Angry..
" Why should i tell you this.. who the fuck are you huh..." he snap at him..
" Noah..." He before again said.. I grab Noah's hand and grab my and Noah's backpack we both are leave the cafeteria and our friends also follow them.. that queen be still talking shit about us.. I do can't hear this.. but not good time to show there place right now..
We all are leave the place and reached in parking lot. And stood there and thinking what just happened..
" Why lena.. why you always shut me up.. why cant I show your sister that how the fucking she blind by that basterd that she didn't even know what she is saying or doing.. she is taking that schools sults side.. who are never will be trustworthy and always hurting you.. why.." he said to me angrily.. I do feel hurt and sad about this. Treas come out in my eyes.. he hug me tightly and apologize to me.. I did hug him back.. I needed it.. I really do needed this hug right now..
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