Bab 47: Little Coffee Date With Noah..
Nick and his gang enter the class. And I broke my thoughts.. when they enter.. my eyes meet his.. he is searching something in class. And than his eyes meet my.. he did look at me angrily I know he hate me so much but I can't do anything about this.. than search in chair.. guys follow him and seat with them.. I did look at Lucas and Marcus they both give me sad smile... Which I also give them and look away..
My sister and Ness both are also join them.. yelleding some poor guy.. tell them to get off to the chair.. and they join them..
My sister is never like this.. but I know why she is acting like this.. it is because if me she is changing.. did I really hurt her that much that she is acting like this.. did she said this that I am Nothing to her. She said it reall.. I never see her or talk to her like I use to do before.. I already miss her. And here I am lost everything..
People are do talking about us.. like.. ' she still have courage to come and attend class' ' the bad boys and queen bee not going to leave her' ' now the tables are turn let's see what will happen' ' her own sister is not talking with her. ' all shit they talk.. they want gossips and here we give them one.. I sigh.. damn it.. fuck them..
I don't know but it is to hard to spend time in this class. Our professer are teaching us very important and I can't concentrate in that.. I zone out bussy in my own thoughts..
Finally when class is over.. I stay longer to get out.. I want them to first get out than I will leave the classroom.. I don't want to face them so better to wait before they leave.. I don't mind if I got late..
When they are gone.. I about the exit the class.. I see he is standing there and all gang are standing there all is going on in slow motion.. and I know if he is standing here means somthing will be going to be bad happen.. before it starts..
" Lena.. I was looking for you.. let's go to the next class.." Noah come and than grab my hand and we both are leave them behind.. I did take deep break and I feel relief.. if Noah didn't come I don't know what will be they did to me..
" How was you class gone.." Noah ask me..
" horrible.. " one word is enough to him to know that I just come out to the danger zone.. if he didn't come that time..
" Ohh that bad.. " he said I nodded with my head.. and said to him yes..
" Anyway are you free after school.. I mean that.. if you free.. we can do.. for coffee I mean you don't mind right.. it's just you and me.. don't get me wrong it's not that way.. it's just.. " he is nervous I know I look at him give him smile and nodded with my head..
" Don't worry you don't have to be nervous front of me.. and I am not taking wrong way.. plus yeahh I am free we can do for coffee after school.. " I told him.. and he feel relief..
" Thank god it's not that hard right.. " he said and acting like kid.. I giggled and node..
" But in one condition.. if you can agree that I will go with you.." I ask him.. he look at me blink look I know he never thought I will ever make condition to go with him..
" Which is..." He ask me.. hesistelly..
" You have to drop me home.. you see I come with Mia so.. " I ask him.. I sigh and nodded with his head..
" Of course I will be come with you don't worry.. its that question... Lena.. " he said.. we both are enter the class. And our friends are already there seating waiting for us.. I join the girls. And than whole day just like go..
Queen bee did come in lunch time and started to throw some insults to me but girls help me and snap them back.. sometimes Nick and my sister do insults me.. I did accept that from them too.. and I really accepting there insults.. for now I will take everything they will give me.. hater insults everything.. I don't have any other choice than listened all this and try my best to avoid this not to know take it personally.. when I know it this mess I creat in my own..
I meet Noah in his car.. he did told me that meet him there.. after that we both can go together for coffee.. my sis also see me that I am standing in his car. She did look at me hater look and that make me Really hurt and sad. I never thought that she will be act like this.. I thought she will understand me.. but I guess I have to face this alone..
" Hyy sorry to make you late.." Noah come and me and Ari both broke the eye contact.. I look at him. He did give me smile. And than he did see that where I looking.. he did look at her and than me..
" Come on let's go... " He said to me.. I nodded with my head.. walk to the passanger seat.. get in and lock my seatbelt..
When I am done.. I see that front of Nick and his friends are standing other side.. and he also looking at me angrily.. over eyes meet.. I did see that how much he hate me.. and how much he want to come over kill Noah.. and take me to him.. I look away to him.. Noah start the car.. i other hand text mom that I am going out with Noah so I will be back home late.. she don't mind in that..
" I sae today's your day not go that good.. " he start the conversation I know he want to talk to me.. but did I ready??
" Don't worry about me Noah. It's not new to me.. it's not that first time happen to me.. " I tell him..
" You don't deserve anything lena.. " he said to me..
" I think it's my fault I don't have to do that.. " he said to me.. and I change the topic..
" How's you Noah.. how's your burise.. it's still hurt.. " i ask him..
" Lena.. " he said to me.. I look at him.. and i also said the way he call my name..
" Noah.. " i said and give him samike..
" It's good.. not that bad.." he said.. I nodded with my head..
" So where we are going.." I ask him..
" Like I ask you for coffee so we are going for coffee. There is new place I heard so I thought why not go there.. " he ask me..
" Well I do love to go there than.." i said to him..
" Yess and you love it.. the review is not that bad so hope so.." he said..
" You also going first time.." i ask him..
" Yeah.." he said to me.. I nodded with my head. Next what I said to him ask him my mind is not working I do want to talk to him.. but nothing come out..
" Everything is fine in home.." he ask me..
" Yeahh mom dad both are fine.." i said to him..
" Anything happen.. " he want to ask and I know what he want to ask..
" If you want to ask that if anything happens or anyone know about what happened yesterday.. than no no one know anything about this. Ari did told me that she don't want that our parents got worry about this.. " I said to him.. and he park the car in parking look.. I get out from the car..
We both walk together.. I don't kbow about it so I am following him but he stood beside me and his one of hand touch my back side and than we both walk together.. he is treating me like gentleman.. well he never do that.. but than again this is place new for us.. maybe that why..
He talk to receptionist about for table and they show us where to go.. I do nervous this place do like Little bit fancy.. when he leave us.. we both seat there opposite to each other comfortably and than I sigh.. I feel relax little bit.. we both look at each other. And than he call for waiter..
Waiter come.. and we ordered for us coffee and cupcakes for us.. he knows my favourite so I don't have to tell me that what I like or what I don't..
" So..." He said when waiter leave us.. I look at me.. my eyes look at him.. we both are look at each other and finding something to each other eyes.. I know he is curious he want answer. I know he want to know.. but there is nothing to tell.. what will he think when I explan to him.. but how I expln him this.. I nodded with my head to give him permission to ask whatever he want to ask me.. I do ready to expln him.. expact why I did this.. what is the reson behind this..
" Is that true.." he ask me.. he is relax.. I know.. but the way he is looking at me.. I know his heart is beating fast to know this..
" Yes it is true but not the full.." i do give answer him..
" Than I want to know whole truth lena.. " he said to me.. I get glass of water and drink it.. I did needed it right now..
" Actually I do love you so much Noah.. but as Friend Nothing more.." I tell him..
" I use to crush on you.. when we are kids.. they way you to be my side.. the way you take care of me.. alway stand for me.. I know that time I hate myself that I didn't stand by myself and you are one always come to me and help me.. but than I feel that you are my superhero who always come and save me whenever danger around me.. someone do somthing to me.. and I started to like you.. I love to spend time with you.. I like everything about you Noah.. that time I feel that you are the one I want in my life.. you are perfect boyfriend and perfect life partner every girl wants.. " I tell him.. and look at him.. he did listing every damn thing that I am telling him..
" But than I saw you with girl.. that time you tell me that you like her.. and you want to friend with her.. I do feel hurt that time.. I thought why can't you see that what I am feel for you.. but than after three month you broke-up with her.. and than I saw you with new girl.. after that again new new.. that I know that in all of this girls you are getting attention and loved.. you will never see me for you.. I am always be your best friend.. and I don't want to ruined it telling you that what I feel about you.. I started to ignore things.. and move on to you.. than time passed and that crush the feeling whatever I had for you it's gone.. and than I realise that it's just attraction that I feel for you nothing else.." I tell him and give weight gone.. finally I told him everything I got relief..
" Everyone know this that I had crush on you.. but when I passed that Ari did ask me when you both started to spend time with each other.. I told her that she want be with you because for me you are my best friend and you will be always.. but than I see you both are started to fight and distance with each other so I thought to help you out.. because I do know that you both mean to each other but little misunderstanding making you guys separate you.." I explan him..
" But than you talk about your decision.. and than we did sort this out and than we plan to make her jealous but I thought why not talk to her.. and she did expect her mistake and everyone made mistakes and she did thought to talk to you about this.. so that why I told you to drop this that idea.. because I do know that this will be happen.." i told him.. I know I did told him everything but I also know that what will be he ask me next..
" Why didn't you tell me that time.. and and.. why the hell Nick have so interested in all this that you love me or not.. that bastrad I didn't do anything because of Ari.. otherwise I did kill that piece of shit.." he said to me... And I did give her nervous smile..
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