JAXSON
All morning Becca has been driving me crazy about spending time together. She kept asking me to take her to dinner.
I don't know what's going on, I feel like she is up to something. I finally agreed just to shut her up.
I really don't know what is going on with me. I know the mate bond pulls me towards my mate but I feel like I'm being pulled away from Becca. Listening to her voice or just the sight of her, irritates me.
I have work to do so I head to my office so I can leave later. On my way down, I notice that Alessia must have left for work already.
Jessica is getting Alena ready for school.
Emily and Jake are in the kitchen. She runs up to me and gives me a kiss on the cheek and a hug. Emily hasn't done that in a long time for no reason so I wonder what's going on.
Sitting down at my desk, I notice a file. One that I've been waiting on. I've had some of my top men look into Micah. He hasn't caused any problems lately but between our fight and him mentioning he knew Alessia is my mate, I need to find out how he knows. The only ones who knew were Becca, Jessica and I. The others didn't find out until after I fought with him.
Looking through the file. Something feels off. A couple months ago, Micah and his beta James got into a heated argument about something that lead to Micah punching him in the face. Many of his pack members witnessed it.
It also read that Alessia has been there training with 2 of his best warriors while his beta supervised. Flipping through the file, I came across a picture of Becca, Amy and James together. She is wearing the necklace I bought her for her birthday 3 months ago so I know it's a recent picture. It looks like they were in a coffee shop sitting together. What the fuck!
It also showed that Micah has been I'm contact with several different packs in the area reinforcing his alliances. Why would he be doing that unless he has plans for something.
I need to contact some of these alphas because they are my allies as well.
I'm so caught up in my work that my alarm surprised me. I have to get ready for dinner. I'm going to slowly ask Becca questions about what I know. I have to be careful not to give her a reason to think I know anything.
I want that bastard to think I'm clueless.
Pulling up to a diner, Becca gave me a funny look. I guess she was expecting somewhere nicer but I'm really not in the mood. My mind is elsewhere.
During dinner, Becca brought up the conversation of me marking her again. I rolled my eyes. "Baby, you know that we have to do this. You told me yourself that my wolf won't survive without it." She said
I really wanted to get up and walk out. She did this when she rejected her mate but now she wants me to fix it.
"I told you that my wolf won't let me mark you. If I can't do it, what am I suppose to do?" I know I sounded mean but I'm tired of always talking about this.
I never thought I would be in the position. Growing up, I was excited at the thought of finding my mate and having a family. I watched my parents growing up and I've always wanted what they had.
Now look at me, I've made horrible choices and screwed up everything.
"Can we just try one more time and see if your wolf would do it, it's not like he's been around Alessia recently. Maybe he will reconsider?" She asked.
I nodded my head just to basically shut her up but I can feel my wolf stirring in my head, his feelings have not changed.
She has me so irritated and in a rush to leave that I completely forgot about all the things I wanted to ask her.
Getting home, I just wanted to go to sleep. My head hurt. Becca was talking to me but I'm not paying attention.
I got to my room, went into my closet and changed my clothes. I came out wearing my pajama pants with no shirt. I laid in bed. Becca was getting ready for bed still talking. As soon as she climbed into bed, the door burst open and Alessia walked in. She looks furious. She swings the bat around breaking everything she came in contact with.
I tried to get up and talk to her but she's having no part in it.
She says one word that made my heart drop. Mate. She knows. Oh my god, she is never going to forgive me for this.
She has busted pretty much everything in my room. I tried to stop her and I got nothing but an elbow to my nose. Damn that shit hurt.
She is screaming at me for chosing Becca and our child.
Wait, what is she talking about? Her children? She's pregnant? I'm completely stunned. I'm stuck. I can't even process this right now.
She stormed out and I just want to be able to talk to her but she won't listen to me.
Im afraid push too hard because I don't want to cause more damage then I have already done.
When she came out with her bags backed, my heart broke. She is leaving me. I never wanted this. My wolf is whining. He's broken. I was just trying to do what was right but I did it all wrong.
This is my fault and now I'm going to loose her and my child. She was about to leave. Watching Jessica break down because they were leaving was hard, I choked on my tears. I made her keep this from Alessia not even thinking about how Alessia would feel if she found out. Jessica and her wolf have bonded with Alena as if she were her own.
Right before she got in the car, I grabbed her. Pulling her to my chest and kissed her. It was a slow kiss but the meaning behind it told her everything. I chose her.
That's when I noticed her scent has changed, she is pregnant. I've been so distracted I didn't even notice. I instantly felt a connection.
Trying to hold on for just a little longer. When she kissed me back, I had a little hope but that hope was crushed when she pulled away.
That's when I noticed her scent has changed, she is pregnant. I've been so distracted I didn't even notice. I instantly felt the connection.
She left. Will I ever see her again?
Once her car was out of sight, my head snapped to everyone standing there. Why did they tell her like this? Why didn't they tell me first that they were going to? I could have been there so I didn't look like a complete asshole.
"EVERYONE IN THE LIVING ROOM NOW!" My voice boomed.
They moved fast. Once we got inside they were all sitting there.
"Why?!" I screamed.
"Jaxson please calm down, we had to tell her, there was no choice." Jessica said.
When she told me what Molly said, my legs gave out on me, I dropped to my knees. She can't die.
"She is pregnant with twins." Emily whispered. Tears fell down my face.
"Hopefully she comes back tomorrow to see Molly, she has to come back. She loves those babies and will do whats right for them. Maybe she will calm down and we can talk to her?" Jessica said.
I had no word. I'm a complete fuck up. If my parents were here right now, they would kill me.
"Jaxson she was really upset when Becca told her today that you were going to mark her, once she has time to process that you haven't..." I cut Jessica off.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" I asked but I turned to Becca would was sitting off to the side of the room looking down.
"I-I said we were talking about it." Becca whispered. I was pissed.
"I NEVER SAID I WAS GOING TO MARK YOU, I said my wolf won't let me! Tonight you kept on and on about it, so when you asked me to try I nodded because I knew I wouldn't be able to!" I yelled at her.
If looks could kill, she would be dead. They all knew Becca set out to push Alessia away when she said that.
"I DON'T CARE! YOU CHOSE ME AND SHE NEEDED TO ACCEPT IT SOONER THEN LATER, I WILL BE YOUR MATE AND ITS GOOD THAT SHE IS GONE! Now we can fix things between us and go back to how we were before she came. Baby, I know we can do that. We are going to be a family." Becca said.
My wolf was threatening to come out. What I didn't understand is that she is pregnant with my child so he should want to keep her safe.
"GET OUT! PACK YOUR SHIT AND GET THE HELL OUT!" I screamed. For the first time in a while, I felt my wolf content. He approved.
My teeth have grown, my eyes were silver, the hair was sprouting throughout my body.
The look of horror was in her face, she got up and ran.
JESSICA
It's in the middle of the night and we are all still up. Ever since Alessia left, things have been crazy.
We spent hours trying to calm my brother down. He's torn up the house.
After he told Becca to leave. She ran up to their bedroom and locked herself in there and refused to come out. She said that she was waiting for Jaxson to calm down so they can talk about it.
That's the first time he flipped out. He broke the door down.
"Oh you wanna talk, let's talk!" He yelled at her. He dragged her downstairs and made her sit in front of everyone. He went to his office and returned with a file.
"So you want to tell me why you and Amy were out with Micah's beta?" He said.
She said she didn't know what he was talked about until Jaxson showed her the picture. Her eyes widened.
She claimed they just ran into each other.
"How did Micah know Alessia was my mate?" He asked, his jaw clinched. She looked down.
"I told James." She whispered. Jaxson flipped the table over.
"WHY?!" He roared. She kept her eyes on the floor.
"Because I knew if Micah knew, she would go after her because she is yours! I wanted her out of the way so she wouldn't be available for you!" She yelled back. Jaxson looked at her with so much hatred.
"What is Micah planning?" He asked and she just looked at him and shrugged her shoulders.
"Thomas go to the packhouse and bring Amy here." He ordered
When Amy was brought to the house, she was really nervous. Of course she didn't have any idea what was going on.
Jaxson asked her the same questions she asked Becca. She lied.
"Do you have any idea what you two have done? My mate and babies are with a man who hates me. A man that I believe is planning to start a war with me and if he were to hurt my mate, he knows that would weaken me?!" Jaxson yelled. They said nothing.
There was a knock on the door, Jaxson walked over to answer it. Molly came in.
"Thanks for coming Molly." He said and she bowed her head in respect for her alpha. He must have mind linked her to come. She came into the living room, slightly confused as to why she is here.
"I called you here because I wanted to know why when I got close to Alessia I felt an connection to her babies, it was strong. Why don't I feel that with Becca's child?" He asked. We all looked at Becca confused.
"Sir, if your not feeling a connection then there is the possibility that the baby she is carrying may not be yours." Molly said and Jaxson laughed. It wasn't a genuine laugh, it was a laugh as if you were saying you got to be kidding.
He walked over to Becca who was looking really nervous, she was playing with her hands in her lap. He took his finger to Becca's chin raising her head up so she would look up at him.
"Please tell me that she is wrong. After all the years we have been together, that you did not betray me? Please tell me your not trying to pass someone else's child as mine? Please tell me it's not true. I lost everything because I chose you! TELL ME!" HE roared.
"I-I t-thought it was yours, it was just one time." She whispered. His eyes turned black. That sent my brother into a raging fit. He started flipping furniture and breaking things all around him. Jake and Thomas had to hold him to calm him down.
"WHO'S BABY ARE YOU CARRYING?!" He yelled.
"A couple months ago, we were going through a lot. We were trying to have a baby but nothing was happening and we got into that argument about you not marking me. I felt like I was going to lose you, I was afraid that you were going to find your mate and leave me." She paused and started crying. We all glared at her and she continued.
"I went out with my friends one night and got drunk. I ran into James, Micah's beta at the club and Amy and I left with him. We ended up having sex. When we were finished, Micah walked in. He was furious. He flipped out on James and ordered him to leave. Micah and I started arguing. About the rejection, James and you. He had been drinking too. He hates you so much. I was scared so when he came on to me, I didn't stop him. When he was done, Micah fell asleep and we left."
"Oh you have got to be kidding me, so you don't know who the father of your baby is?" I asked. She started crying.
"It was one night and we were together so many times, I thought it was your Jaxson!" Becca begged for him to believe her.
"I Alpha Jaxson Monetti of Blue Moon pack hereby banish you Rebecca Russo and Amy Phillips from this pack. You have 30 minutes to gather your belongings and get out otherwise you will be punished for trespassing. " Jaxson said. He turned his back away from everyone and stood at the window. I've never seen my brother so broken.
Amy ran out of the house, I assume she went to the packhouse to get her stuff while Becca went upstairs. I told Thomas to supervise them and make sure they both left. Molly left.
About 20 minutes later, Becca came down with her belongings. Thomas helped her carry her things to her car. She called out for my brother one last time but he ignored her.
They left. I walked behind him and put my hand on his shoulder and it dropped down in defeat. I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him tight. Emily came over and did the same thing. My big strong brother broke down. He cried.
After a while, Jake suggested that Jaxson they should go for a run, he agreed. They both shifted and took off into the woods.
Being gone for hours, we are waiting for them to come back. Emily and I are cleaning the house.
My thoughts are on Alessia. Will she ever forgive me? I didn't want to keep this from her. No matter how wrong it was, I was trying to protect her. Jaxson wasn't making the wisest choices and I wanted to save her from that pain. Hopefully when she comes to see Molly, she will let me explain. I picked up my phone and sent Alessia a text message.
J- I just wanted you to know that I love you, those precious babies and Alena. I'm very sorry that I kept this from you. I wasn't the best friend you deserved and I hope one day you will forgive me.
I hope to see you when you come for your visit with Molly. There is so much I need to tell you. I'm truly so very sorry.
She read the message but didn't respond.
Jake mind linked Emily telling her they are on their way back. He's messed up
They walked in the door about 10 minutes later. Jaxson is quiet. He went upstairs to his room.
We finished cleaning up as best we could. We went upstairs, before going to bed, I checked on Jaxson. He was sitting in his chair by the window drinking.
"Please get some rest." Is all I said. He nodded and I left.
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