Bab 138: Lust

I instantly sweated on the inside as I heard the barrage of questions coming from Leo. I also felt quite disappointed at myself for not acting gentlemanly with Leo the past weekend and instead ignored him even though I knew he was concerned about me. The reservations I have for being forced upon by Leo last night seemed to be gone as I realized Leo's desperation last night and why he acted the way he did. Instead, I felt even more guilty at myself for forcing another person to do such actions. I know now that even if I didn't want to have anything to do with Leo back then, I shouldn't have acted in such a way. In fact, I was a little glad that Father had scolded me now. If not, I wouldn't have known what I had done wrong even until now.

"I'm sorry. My memories were all messed up back then since I had hit my head." I continued to lie.