Bab 164: I Am Horrified

Madeline's POV

I promised myself that I would never cry again, but it is hard to keep my promise. After dinner, Lily asked me to join her to watch some movies, but I ended up crying even if we were watching a comedy movie because in the story, there is a husband and wife, and I couldn't stop thinking about him. I miss Hunter terribly that I can't contain myself from crying, and it made Lily felt so guilty that she ended up crying with me.

Trying to have some sleep is the hardest thing to do after what happened to my husband. I find it so hard to sleep every night, and tonight is not an exemption. No matter how I tried to close my eyes, I remained awake. I don't have a choice but to get up from bed and go downstairs, and I hit the bar. And I was shocked to find mom drinking some liquor, and I couldn't tell what she was drinking, but I am sure she is not drinking wine.

"Hello, mom," I said, and she was surprised to see me.