Bab 11: 11.

Why?

Why is my life upside down? Why can't I just be happy? Why did Annur have to do this?

I thought I escaped from my misery, I thought I've escaped from my curse. I thought everything will change. Why do I always end up this way? Why does my family have to treat me this way? Every single time history repeats itself. I can't even get loved by anyone, not even my husband, not anyone.

That moment when something bad happens, then you start to recall all other bad things in your life, that's how I feel now.

Flashback.

"Khalid, Khalid come over, come and taste the soup for me, I want to know if its nice, I don't want umma to say I can't cook. please come". I tell my brother as I stir the soup

"I'm coming hatina," Khalid yells as he ran to the kitchen. "Here I am." He meets me.

"Okay, so tell me how it tastes," I tell him while he nods and I take the ladle and put some on his palm.