Bab 75: Can't You Just Be Mine
We having fun in this party.. chilling drinking.. joking around..
But I saw that Max come with he's guys.. and he not alone.. he come with Scarlett.. I mean seriously.. he never change.. I mean I am stupid idiot.. than thinking about him. About what happened in this morning.. I mean all for him it's just game huh.. I hate him.. I hate him so much.
" hay what happened.." Amma come site besides me. And asked me.
" nothing it's just..." how can I said that how much angry I am.. I have I wanted to kill him..
" come on let's just dance.. " she said to me.. I really Don't want to dance..
" you go.. I will join you.. " I tell her showing my drink to her..
" fine.. but you better.." she said.. and all are gone for dancing.. they all are dancing in group.. I am happy that they all are having fun..
Even jade and Adam both are dancing to holding each other's hand.. I am happy.. but I have to talk with him.. he can't work anymore with Max.. or he have to leave jade.. because I don't want to jade involve in this mess.. she's cute and innocent girl.. I know if she know all this stuff.. she will be scared..
I look at other side where Max and Scarlett both are seating.. Scarlett as usual sitting in he's lap.. and kissing Max.. and he didn't tell her anything.. stop her.. or push her away.. why..
Is she really what he need.. I mean whatever happened between us this morning.. it's really nothing to him.. it got me really mad.. I saw front of me lot's of shorts.. and it'd not empty.. it's all full. I ignore all of them.. and drink shots.. and tequila is my favorite.. I never ignore to drink this..
Drinking 4,5 shots.. I got up to my site.. and walk toward dance floor.. and joined my people.. they all are turn and look at me.. and I come to them.. and join them.. and started dancing..
" finally.." amma said to me.. and we hug. And started dancing.. we all are dancers so it's to easy to dance and show our move every part of our body..
When I started to movie my waist.. and dancing sexually.. I saw Nicole.. he just enter here.. and looking don't know where.. I grab he's collar are push me towards me.. when I very well know he's gay..
So I started to touching he's chest.. and dancing.. he little bit surprise for that.. and he's whole body are vibrating.. I pull him closer to him.. and turned around grabbing he's both hand.. and started to moving.. and amma come to me.. and looking at me like this.. she smirk.. and grab Nicole and seduced him.. wow.. I mean she know very well.. what I am doing..
" girl's.. why me.. I mean.. I am gay girl's.." he shouting to our ear and telling us that stop.. don't do this.. do that.. but we know what it is.. and we didn't stop.. we also can't stop our laughter..
It's really funny.. and than we let him go.. and started dancing in individual.. but suddenly I feel someone come to in my behind.. he's breath is no my neck.. he pull me closer to him.. and started to moving like my waist moving.. I didn't care. But I like it.. it's feel good..
I use my one hand and touching he's face.. and dancing.. closing my eyes.. he kissed my neck.. my whole body are shivering.. what the.. I really enjoying it.. but I have to stop this..
I turned around and look who's person that is.. when I so my eye's Wilde.. when I saw who's that person is..
I push him.. and walk away.. why he come to me now... and all in this time I am dancing with him.. I mean really.. why him..
Don't say anything.. you like it.. when he dance with you..
Yeah.. because I didn't know that it's him.. now I know it.. no I don't want to dance with him..
Lier..
No I am not joking.. and why I am talking to you.. all the time you just making me mad.. I snap my head..
And order drink for myself..
" sexy dancing with devil.. huh.." someone come site besides me.. and said..
I look at that person.. and than again roll my eye's.. not him now..
" what you want Dan.." I asked him..
" nothing.. why you left him.. can't you see.. you both are enjoying it.." he said to me.. Drinking he's drink..
" you want to me go dance with him.." I asked him rising my voice.. looking at him with fully open my both eye's..
" that's what we deal.." he said with me smirk..
I turned around and looking at him.. he's again site where he was.. but this time.. Scarlett sitting beside him.. and she trying to seduced him.. but he's looking at us.. he's grease on us.. wow.. now I know what I have to do..
" you know what.. let's dancing like old Times I miss us.. the way we use to be.." I tell him.. Drinking my last shot as fast as I can drunk.. without knowing he's answer. I grab he's collar and pull him with me to the dance floor.
I pull him closer to me.. and he didn't mind.. and didn't west any second.. he pull me closer to him. And we started dancing.. Amma look at me and giving me confused look.. so did all my friends.. I also see that all are looking at us.. Janna also.. her eyes already in Dan.. and on us.. and I know it's all going to I hurt people.. but I Don't care.. I never care.. Red never care about anyone.. she only care about herself.. and yes that what I am doing..
We both are to closer to each other.. and I literally hug him.. I saw that Max grease or on us.. and looking so angry like any time he can come and kill dan or me.. but I don't care..
He think that he's only can plying game with me.. I am not..
" all are looking at us Red.." he said to me in my ear.. I pull back little.. and face him..
" so what.. we never care.. so why now.. and when you started to think all of this. last time I check you also give damn about it right.." I tell him.. and he surprise my comment.. he nodded.. and started kissing my neck.. it's really feel disgusting.. but I didn't stop him..
Don't know what happened.. but I saw that Max come to us.. and he pull us.. and grab my arm.. throw me in he's shoulder. And walking away to the dance floor..
I look at Dan.. and he's looking at me with smirk.. and laugh.. and I other hand give him flying kiss.. and he give me thumb.. and like this.. me and Max both are left the party hall..
" you can pull me down now.. I can walk by myself.." I tell him.. but still he didn't pull me down..
When he reached he's care.. he let me go.. and than I don't wants to go he's place.. so it's to be clear things with him here..
" what the hell is your problem.. why you do this.." I yelled him..
" my problem.. seriously.. what's your problem.. what are you doing to him.. who are you sult.." he said to me.. and like this.. I rise my hand to slapp him.. but he grab my hand and stop me..
" not now.. and what.. you deserve it.. Don't you think.. kissing around.. what the hell are you doing.. first Eric.. now him.. whatever I heard about you.. I think it's true now.. you are sult.. who just use all boy's for her own good.. and than moved on.. " he yelled at me angrily..
" how dare you to tell me all this.. what you know about me huh.." I tell him.. and push him..
" you know nothing about me.. if I am really sult.. than why you are here.. why you care.. you never care.. I saw how you fucking sucking that bitch.. and you tell me that I am sleeping or kissing around.." I yelled at him.. he make me angry.. how the hell he will just judge me.. and call me name's..
" you know nothing about me.. about Eric.. and it's was just dare.. nothing else.. and about Dan.. yeah I did in purposely.. what will you say.. and why you care.. whom I am kissing dancing or sleeping.." I shouted at him.. but he stop me.. and push me to the he's car very hard.. it's really hurt my back.. but I didn't show it..
" why do I care.. can't you see.. can't you see.. that how much i... " he said and stop himself.. what he want to say..
" what.. tell me.. what you.." I said to him..
" you are right.. I don't care.. and I never.. and whatever happened in this morning.. it's all are mistake.. you get that. All are mistake.." he said to me.. hearing all this.. I feel broken.. he hurt me.. he finally broke my heart.. he played me.. it's not he's fault.. it's my.. I didn't stop him.. it's my fault..
" I hate you Max.. I really hate you.. I am thought that I am feel that.. i... i.." I started to say but didn't said.. he look at me.. and started me that he wanted to know.. what I want to say..
" what.. you what ava.." he said to me.. bag me to say..
" I hate you.. let me go.." I said to him.. and push him..
" never ever touched me again.. " I tell him dangerously.. and I walk away..
" ava.. tell me.. I want to hear.. what you said.. tell me.." he said and grab my arm again.. I push him hard this time.. he all fall in ground.. but he didn't care about anything.. he again got up and follow me..
" ava.. stop.. I am talking to you.. you can't just leave me like this.." he said to me.. and follow me.. and Didn't look him back.. and reach my dorm..
When I opened the door.. I enter there.. and going to close the door.. but he also enter.. and close door behind him.. and locked it..
" what the hell are you doing.. get out now.." I shouted to him.. but he push me to the wall.. and looking at me.. we both are looking at each other eye's..
" tell me that you didn't hate me.. whatever you said.. its all lie.. tell me.." he said to me.. and I try to let myself go to he's touch..
" I said what I feel about you.. and I mean it.." I tell him angrily..
" really than why are you crying huh.. you never cry. Why now.." he said to me..
" because you are hurting me Max.. can't you see.. how you keep hurting me.. huh.." I tell him.. and let me go.. and back off.. and looking AT me.. how I give to myself.. and started sobbing..
" ava.. I am so sorry.. please Don't cry.. please.." he suddenly change he's attitude..and he voice soft.. what is that..
" what.. why Max.. why you doing this to me.. what I have done to you.. tell me.. why are you keep hurting me." I tell him.. he looking at me like he feel guilty.. he also feel broken..
" please stop crying.. I promise I never do this again. Please baby.. please.." he said.. and wipe my tears.. and hug me.. and I hug him back..
" I am really sorry.." he keep saying me this.. I didn't say after that.. I stop crying..
The whole room is silent.. we both are just hearing our heartbeat.. he still hugging me.. didn't let me go..
" are you oky.." he said to me.. I nodded.. and than he let me go.. and looking at me.. my grease are on my foot.. I didn't face him..
" I am sorry that I hurt you.. I Will never do it.. " he said to me.. and I just nodded..
" please say something god damn it.." he said to me frustrating voice..
" what you want to here.. I am tried of this Max.. can't you see where we are.. " I said to him.. not want to snap him..
" I know.. I am sorry.. and I want to be give me Chance to change.. to know you more.. I can't understand you.. in whole time I thinking about you.. I can't see anything expect you.. you are the one who's in my mind all the time.. what to do.. tell me.. " he said to me.. I look at him.. I saw that he going to cry if I didn't stop him..
" whenever I see you with someone.. or someone come to you touch you talk to you.. I can't just bear it.. I hate it when I saw you with other man.. you are mine.. and only mine.. I don't want to share you.. I don't like when someone look at you with he's lusty eye's.. and undress you.. I want to be that man.. who just look at you.. touch you.. and talk to you.. I want to pamper you.. hold you.. hug you.. kiss you.. I don't want to see you like this.. you are the one who's to important to me.. I started to falling in love with you hard rose.. can't you see that god damn it.." he said to me.. and hug me tightly..
I shocked what he just said.. I can't believe this that he said me all this stuff.. I mean what just happened.. did he really said.. I mean.. no I am dreaming.. right.. he broke the hug and looking at me..
" can't you be just mine princess.." he said to me.. and I looking at me.. I just blank what to said.. I opened my mouth to said to him.. but nothing come out.. what he just tell me that he loved me..oh m god.. what just happened.
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