"All right. Tell me," I said timidly as I felt my stomach clench in a bundle of nerves but was determined to listen.
Thus I closed my eyes.
"Nope. Open your eyes Fenju and look at me," He traced his finger all along the side of my face and ended at my lips.
"Because I want you to look me in the eyes for this, for real," He adamant.
I opened them to find his full attention focused on me. The intensity of the way he conveyed his needs to me was almost blinding..
"Before you do that, now we need to talk about something first," Mu Zhen was the one who sounded anxious.
And I could feel him tensing his body and I didn't like the change one little bit so it actually scared me what that he might say. And if he did say what I feared about, then I knew it would be the end of us.
For sure there was one thing that I simply couldn't do and I knew I wouldn't be able to. I'd had been down that road before and I couldn't go there again and survive.