I'd be lying if I say that I haven't been thinking about Adrian for the past two days, even when Andrew is here with me keeping me company, I just find myself dwelling on what could happened to him and why is Gabe not returning any of my calls, no matter how much I call him in a minute. I just want to what was wrong and what did they do when they left my room convinced that Adrian was planning to hurt himself. Yesterday, I got worried to death and I felt so helpless from here, but the fact that Anthony and Andrew were acting casual and cool about everything, I gathered that whatever went down with that fucker Adrian wasn't that much of a trouble, plus clearly his Father and big brother have no idea about any of it.
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!
Creation is hard, cheer me up!