Bab 29: Chapter 29: Everywhere

Dear Diary

I see him everywhere.

I see him in my sleep.

I see him when I am awake.

He won't let me have one second without his angered stare corrupting me.

Mary hates that I didn't call her right away when someone found me in the dorm room halls screaming at the top of my lungs with tears flowing down my cheeks. I snapped out of it and ran into my dorm where he met me in my bedroom.

It's been almost a week since he has come back to me. I have tried smoking but the demon stares right at my face as I inhale as much as I can. Thinking I must have gotten a bad batch, I went straight to my supplier and bought more.

More did not help.

And now once again, nothing does.

There is a difference in me. I have given up due to the fear I now possess. This is exactly what I was afraid of happening. I thought if I abandoned all my friends and family, everyone that ever cared for me, I would be rid of him, and for a moment, I was.