Bab 65: The Right Words

Jace's POV

I know what I did wasn't good for both of us, but I can't help myself from kissing her. I'm just restraining myself because I yearn to kiss her in the dining hall. I can still feel Mira's lips on my mouth and I can't help but smile. I just hope what I did make her realize I am still crazy in love with her. I don't wish to join them on the balcony, but I don't want to hurt Caitlin's and Trish's feelings. I know they both came here to see me and on their first night, I was not around.

I know it is possible that Miracle won't be with us, and I am hoping she won't mingle since I don't want her to get upset since I can't stop Caitlin if she will hold my hands or kiss me on the lips, but I will make sure we will have less PDA's for Miracle's sake. I don't wish to pain her anymore; I prefer to avoid stinging her heart. But it disappointed me when I saw Chad pulling her into the group, and I can tell she didn't wish to join us because of Caitlin's presence.