Bab 65: I Want Her Back

Adonis's POV

I drive my car, almost over the maximum speed limit, and this is the first time for a long time I felt like shit. I hate my fucking self. How could I hurt the only woman I love? I don't have any heart to feel this way because I have hurt her a million times. I was such a coward, arrogant, proud, and a fool. I love her, yet what have I done to her all these years? I know what happens to Ryan, and I think once she knows about his story, she will fall for him. Ryan is a good man, reliable and caring, unlike me, I have been the only stupid bastard who shattered her heart and soul, and I don't have the right to feel this way.