Bab 3: THREE
IT HAS BEEN TWO DAYS SINCE WE HAVE BEEN INFORMED of my step father's death.
It's time to say goodbye to him. And his last wish was to be cremated by me.
Why would he do that?
He never cared for me and I have scars to show that.
I'm not that bad so I will fulfill his last wish.
My mom is weeping over her dead husband.
I haven't cried.
Is it a bad thing?
I set it on fire and the flames are beautiful.
Why haven't I cried yet?
Cry Danielle.
Cry!
I have cried while watching people die in movies why can't I cry now.
He's burning right in front of my eyes.
I feel someone put their hand on my shoulder.
I look up and see it's Damien.
Damien was there to hold me and help me stand.
I still have crutches to use.
He smiles at me and I couldn't help but smile back.
He's not that bad.
After he has been burnt to ashes he also had other requests.
He said that while we scatter his ashes that we should sing a song.
If I die young
Bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
His ashes will soon be scattered
Sink me on the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song.
I go into the ocean and spread his ashes.
He didn't live a good life and died a bad way.
He was in debt with many and I wonder who will pay his debt.
"No!" My mom shouts as she is reluctant to say goodbye.
She didn't even cry like this when my Dad died. I guess I know who she loves more.
I guess it's finally over, it's not I just want to leave.
A lot of people showed up for his funeral, and said a lot of speeches about him.
That he was a good man.
When it was my turn to say something about him, I wanted to say how horrible he was.
But all I said was, may his soul rest in peace and may the Lord forgive him.
He didn't believe in God and now he has to stand alone infront of him.
I also didn't believe for a while but then I had an encounter with him.
He has made my life colorful.
Well I still have some things I need to get over.
My father's death.
Damien waves his hands in front of my face asking for attention.
"Can we go to a coffee shop?" He asks and I just nod.
I walk beside him slowly but we are just sitting in silence.
Hmm
We get to the coffee shop and order coffee's.
"What's wrong Ellie?"
I shrug my shoulders.
"My heart is not working." I say to him.
"Why do you say that?"
"I haven't cried, I don't know why I haven't cried yet. Am I that heartless? He has hurt me so much in ways I can't explain. " I say to him and express my feelings over a cup of coffee.
But I don't tell him about the scars or the beating.
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