Bab 188: Inner rage (various pov)

Walking away I felt inwardly frustrated, I had successfully merged with the wolf, but once again I am different.

The wolf is an adolescent, my body is not much different.

Before I would praise myself for having a sharp mind by thinking rationally but now?

I feel somewhat disappointed.

I had changed rapidly upon the growth or rather--appearance of my second and third heart.

My mind is still working like before but I have too many second thoughts, the pain is distracting and the constant attempts on both my life and those I had grown to care for.

It's a repeated shock each time as well...mother, brothers, fiancés and a father.

I had always thought I would be alone, I had found no problem with that even as a wolf. All of this is because; back then having a pack I had no bonds, I had been looked down upon and scorned.

My fathers, I am still not sure loved me, my mother? Did she?