Bab 139: SMILE

Breaking fast was a peaceful event, to be honest I had thought that what occurred on the first day would have made things difficult for me, but miraculously I had peace. 

It is fine I convinced myself, feeling refreshed but somehow lonely. I could not understand why I would feel lonely suddenly until it dawned on me. 

I am inherently a wolf; wolves of course naturally live in a pack. Even though I had been ostracised, I still had the pack, my mother who would howl me to sleep. 

After the humans I had my mother and sibling along with the guards and servants. 

What did I have now? 

In the end though, loneliness is an enemy that would drag you down, a lionesses; with a pride, wolves; with a pack and humans with friends. 

All of them had one issue: they are never comfortable alone. 

Me? 

I am feeling it now, the wolf within subtly releasing almost silent howls of loneliness, what am I to do in this situation?