Bab 233: He left

Gyles. 

I open my eyes and the sky is dark. A whole day passed before my eyes. There is this ache in my chest. All the memories that I wanted to forget are all stuck in my head. I want to have Blue for doing this to me but I can't. I don't even have the courage to hate him anymore. My heart is at the point where it is beating ferociously for him. All the fighting, the pushing. It was all a waste of time because now, all I want is him.

Rex is asleep next to me. I don't know how long I have been asleep but I think about everything. There is no way I will share these memories with anyone. Not even Rex. The only thing I got out of them is the fact that Roger is the one that caused everything. Is that why I have been holding on for so long? Trying to fight it?