Bab 64: Alone

Jabi

Ever since Beau got missing, things have changed here. Slowly this place is not feeling like home anymore. 

I never actually felt like I belonged to this pack. There was a part of me that felt lost. All my life I have been an outcast, not really accepted by anyone. It sucks to be someone no one wants. Everyone in my pack makes me feel that way—except Beau and now he is gone. 

At least no one seems to be looking for him. It makes no sense that they will just give up. They all seem to be brainwashed by Mr Fallon. He is the new Alpha. At least until the ritual. I am only loyal to Beau. He is the only one I care about. They say the pack is like a family but I don't feel like I have a family. I have never really belonged in this pack. Sometimes I wish I could just die from the heartbreak I am supposed to eventually die from.