Bab 128: Chapter 127: What is this?

(A/N: Listen to "medicine" by Daughter for this chapter)

Torug's POV,

I stood before the fireplace with a lost expression.

"I've never had a wedding before..." I said with a laugh as brought my fruit wine to my lips, "who would've thought?"

Although I hate to admit it but I was strangely nervous as began to wonder who I would have invited if I really was going to have in my last life but... all that came back was...

Anger...

Hate...

and...

Sadness...

'Was that it?...' I wondered as I thought of the woman who birthed me in my previous life, the woman who I loved and so dearly hated.

And then I thought of the woman who gave this body life, I had to say...

I am jealous...

-Flash back-

"God's aren't as omnipotent as they are made out to be" I said in a small voice as a small laugh came from behind me.

"indeed Ugarth, that's why..." Mother hugged me from behind, "like our ancestor before you, you can be a God"