Bab 183: SCARED

When he left, I removed the duvet and sat in the bed, I did not want to cry, but I just could not control my tears, I cried a lot, 

Why it happened with me, everything I was afraid to happen, happened, when it all started I was so confused, I did not want to involve, not because I did not like Ayan, but because I was scared of getting a heartbreak, 

But look what happened, he said he is not sure about him, I told him at the beginning that I please do everything but never break my heart, I am not strong, he even promised to me that he will never break my heart, 

But see what he did, now what the fuck I will do, I should have a think thousands of times before getting involved with him, but no, what I did, he was right, I rushed and he left, 

I wanted to cry a lot, but I was a girl who used to think that I will never cry over a boy, never, ever, but what I am doing, crying like a teenager,