Bab 29: I Hate You......

He throwed me on the bed carelessly I got up and ran towards the door but he locked the door his not the Mr.kim I used to know no his not..."leave me alone you jerkkkkkkk"i said I now slapped him I has lost my patience even though he's father of my child doesn't means he can do whatever we want ......"how dare you Kim Alice " he said as he held me tightly and dangerously ....."you wanna know something " he said as he again tried kissing me but I looked away he chuckled and said "I hate you..." it got right on my heart....I felt hurt more than anything it felt like someone was taking my life away from me....why does it hurts this much just to hear I hate you from him who's he ????He again kissed me and pushed me on the bed as I pushed him I tried to crawl back but he held my ankle and pulled me it maid me lay down....he hovered over me I closed my eyes in fear....."you look beautiful...a beautiful mess made by me " I opened my eyes only to see him staring right into my soul deeply.....his eyes are telling me many things ,they are like deep ocean...which held many thing ...fear,sorrow, hate...and something that I never expected care.......i looked at him and said "if you hate me why are doing this to me ?" he smirked and said "doing what ?" i closed my eyes frustrated....and said "why why are touching me when you hate me ,why you always care for me if you hate me ,why you---" before i can continue my sentence he kissed me softly i relaxed a bit the soothing kiss from him relaxed me a bit but then he smiled in the kiss as I unknowingly moved my lips that's when the realization hit me I immediately pushed him away and he let me......I stood up shocked....what did I do just now ,how can I respond to his kiss he laughed lightly and said "go sleep you have so many works tomorrow Ms.Kim Ara" .....and gone out of the room I sat on the bed losing the strength to do anything......tears started coming out of my eyes like a tsunami.....my heart felt heavy as I kept beating it with my fist...hoping for the pain to less but it's just kept getting worse....