From my analysis my soul and kakaashi soul have been fused together.
perhaps it's influence of kakaashi soul i can feel sadness from losing his father,
his best friend obiito and rin death.
since i know that obiito is alive and rin was controlled
I don't have to fear haunted by having killed Rin with my own hand, having nightmares and visions .
then, I don't have to avoid my or his fellow classmates. and then When Minato senaei will be elected as Hokage he will help me to join the Anbu despite my young age under his direct command.
To survive in anbu and to eliminate fear of losing any more friends and who i think important to me.the people i cherish i need get stronger,
stonger than before and i think no one will suspect me in change of my behavior from now on they will think it's due to death of my friends.
from the plot kakashi was genius. jonin at the age of twelve. but after implatation of sharing into his eyes his progress was slow down due to lack of reserve chakra.
in plot kakashi achieved great name with sharingan as copy ninja. kakashi of sharingan. but due lot of chakra consumption of sharingan his growth also slow down.
if not for his sharingan chakra reserve should be equal to kage level like dazo but way different than zombie dazo who had implanted sharingan all over his hand. and modified his body with harrishima cells and others with the help of orichimaroo .
and i don't want to be zombie since i have heavenly refining technique.
first to reduce my chakra consumption
i need to train my body and find a way too Refine uchiha blood ,
there is still more than one and half year for nine tails attack.
and i need find way to save minato sensei and kushina ujumaki from death reaper seal or find another way to seal kyubi in naruto and minato sensei and way to heal kushina ujumaki after extraction of kyubi.
it is still midnight tomorrow is the funeral of
my friend rin nohra. at least tomorrow i have to wake up early for my best friend and prepare flowers for funeral.
therefore
good night rin, good night obiito, good night myself, see you tomorrow.
guys if you have any advice for future chapter please comment me