Bab 32: CHAPTER 32: MY BABY
SHAYLA
Our set ups every night were became a habit. Sometime I ended sleeping in his place or me going back to my dorm. But most of it for two months' time I became regular guest in his house. I told Megan my situation and I am glad she was very understanding.
I already told her about Zander and me. My hidden feelings for Zander since I was younger and everything, I keep it for years. Not even my best friend back then, Macy did not know.
I decided to tell Megan everything and she was happy to know that I am very happy now with Zander. She was a little sad that our relationship was not level yet. She is my best friend too.
I do not have classes after lunch today and I went for an appointment. I am sleeping in my dorm right now. I am glad that Megan was not seeing her boyfriend so we get a chance to talk longer.
Since there will be no classes tomorrow for some teachers' conference one day. Zander was out of town with some projects. He will be back by Saturday. He does not want me to stay in his place alone.
He even gave me his spare keys if I really want to be there anytime, I wish.
I bought something to eat after my appointment and I really need it. I opened my dorm room and saw Megan already laying in her bed listening to some music.
"Hello stranger!" She said and I grinned at her. "Where have you been since Zander was out of town right now?" she asked.
I did not tell her where I was after lunch because I do not want some company and I want to know it first by myself. I put down the take-out bags in my hand to our table.
"Hi to you, what about eating our dinner first before talking?" I replied but I am kind of nervous on how to start.
She stood up and sat on her desk and I sat mine. I gave her some foods I bought for her and I take out mine.
"Thank you Shy, you always knew what I like." She said as she saw what I bought for her.
She bites some and stares at me. "You seem different by the way and I do not know why."
"Yeah, yeah, if you always insist that I am in love. Well, I will not deny it I am totally in love with the person who does not love me at all." I speak.
She raised her eyebrow. "You are just too blind to notice his feelings, Shy." She shook her head. "The way he looks and care for you was a sign that he has feelings for you too."
Megan and her boyfriend already met him. They clicked right away that is why Megan liked him for me. She keeps on telling me that she saw Zander looking at me whenever I was not with his side. I do not believe of what she said because I keep on thinking that she just mistook of what she saw in him.
Megan knows my feelings, of course, she will encourage me. "Whatever, but I have something important to tell you." I said that she stops eating.
"What is it? She asked with nervous in her eyes looking at me. "Why is it I feel nervous about what you are going to tell me?"
"I went to the doctor that is why I did not come here after my last class." I paused and she held my hands.
"Are you sick or something?" She asked with concern. She put down her food on the desk. "Tell me, you really make me nervous and I am anxious to know." She added.
"I am pregnant with Zander's baby." Her eyes widen.
"Whaat!" She was shock. "I thought you have taking pills."
I sighed. "I did but I forgot to drink it the next day after I went to that party and I remember Zander and I had sex twice that night and the morning after. And I forgot to drink it for two weeks since that night." I shrugged. "My mind was occupied with him not texting me or calling me." I paused. "When we got back communicating with each other. I did not think about the pills. I forgot to buy new one. I just realized it; it was too late and waited until I really missed my period. I went to a doctor and told her my situation. It was positive."
"Did you tell him? Does he know already?" She asked eagerly.
I shook my head. "No, I do not know how to tell him or not to tell him. I do not want him to pressure if I do not know his feelings for me."
Megan hugged me tight. I was not crying actually after I knew that I am carrying his baby I was happy. I am happy even it will killing me inside my mind. My parents will be disappointed but I will still be happy.
I will still graduate. It just that I cannot walk up to the stage. But it is okay as long as I can graduate. It does not matter what matter most is my baby inside my tummy.
"You should tell him Shy tell him he needs to know. Whatever the outcome after you tell him it is up to you. But my guess, he will be delightful that he knows."
"Yeah, you are right Megs. He needs to know my situation. Zander is not other person to me. We grew up together." I smiled.
"That's right, gurl. Never jump to conclusion first." She added. "You need to know his side." I nodded.
We continued our foods until it finished. We were still talking about my baby as I saw her excitedly imagining my baby.
I am excited too seeing the print image given by my doctor. I couldn't wait my journey of pregnancy.
I already made decision. I will tell Finn. My baby. Our baby.
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