Mine has been a life of such shame
I Can't even guess myself what it must be like to live the life of a human being. It wasn't until I was quite big that I even saw my first train
' Hah!!! ' I snapped out of my dream , that was weird one , I've been dreaming the same thing over and over again , it feels like Dejà Vű
or so i thought
' Where am i? ' , it seems like I'm in a house or something , did I got kidnapped??, anyway let's try to roam this place for a while
I roamed the whole place and found nothing but an old mirror with a rusty case
I was in a deep thought about the mirrors until one green fireball pops up from my back and it scares me
' Argh!! wa- ' A hand came out of the mirror and pull me inside
' Đø ţhéę šėěķ ãňşwêř§ fôř ťhý ïğņôřāņćē šéłf¿ ' A deep voice asked me before I pass out
' Never Fall onto Es' Seduction '
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I woke up in a room full of books , might be a library , ' What Was That ' is simply crossed my mind until I saw a light that so bright might pass me out again
' Well , Look who showed up , I grew up tired of waiting ' a girl with black hair , grey eyes talked , her very existence is astonishing , maybe she was the thing people would call
An Angel
' Sorry but I'll get right to the point '
' I have 12 Questions for you '
ehhh? and Im here still confused about where am I and who am I
' Don't worry , you will get your answer by answering my questions , you wanted to know who you truly are isn't it? '
I'm speechless
how did she know?
' By the way , please answer the questions by saying YES , NO or NEITHER , it would make it simple for you ' her saying while her eyes still locked on the book she holding
' Number one ; Do you tend not to get emotional? '
' Yes '
' Do you put up in front of others? '
' Yes '
' Are you easily influenced by others? '
' Neither '
' Are your tastes easy to discern? '
' Neither '
' Do you get jealous easily? '
' Neither '
' Do tough situations make you work even harder? '
' No '
' Are you often irritated by uncertainity? '
' Yes '
' Are you unhindered by fear? '
' No '
' Do you prefer things to be black and white? '
' Yes '
' Are you often deceived? '
' Yes '
' Do you like to be the center of attention? '
' No '
' Do you ignore those you dislike? '
' Yes '
' Interesting... You are.. ' she silencing herself
' I'm ? '
' You're the type to turn away from anything that can breed pain and anxiety
Like a stubborn child , you close your eyes to anything you dislike , why not try facing your problems every once in a while, instead of shunning them? '
tch , why did she tell me all this , I want to know who am I and where is this place
' You also seem to be good at idealizing and idolizing others. Only and idealist like you would be so haunted by presumed betrayal ' she continues
I was in shock , I can't do anything , it feels like forever , this is the first time someone understand me
then suddenly , tears fell of to the cheek
' well , did that clear things up? ' she asks
' You don't know much at all , do you?
About this place nor about who you are..
no matter , We've only has begun ' as she say while still reading a book
I was frustrated , Astonished , Relieved and in a circle of fear , whats all this?
is this an everlasting dream?
how can I wake up?
is this the end?
' It's okay ' a soft girl voice penetrates my ear
' Soon enough you will know the truth , by living here for a while '
I sat at where I was before , long enough until my eyes shut itself without me noticing
' Ah.. This might be a dream after all..because .. no....one ... ever...under..stand..m..e... '
tears fell of the cheek again and I lose my consciousness
' Fufu , Don't worry my dear , Soon enough you will be released from shackles of your body and be bound with me forever '
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