Bab 181: You want sex? Fine, I will give you

"I don't care, as long as you will stop after we come together. All this you are saying would not waver my heart that longs for you. I'm pretty messed up. 

Your thoughts filled my head everyday and I just wanted to see you." Reuben said, but deep down he felt hurt by her words.

He felt hurt that she was talking about it like that. He felt hurt that she didn't even feel a thing for him. 

He was only handling it with maturity, because he knew well that Ella was trying to push him away. 

But he wouldn't allow it. 

Ella felt frustrated as the man wasn't even showing the reaction that she expected from him, at her words.

She wanted to make him leave her alone. 

She has passed the stage of redemption. She has slept with countless men and was nothing but an empty shell now. 

Those were her beliefs but Reuben wanted to make the empty shell get filled. 

To fill her with his love.