Bab 34: She wanted him to.....

Stopping a few inches away from her lips, Yichan gulped in nervousness.

They were so close to each other that even their breaths entangled making them feel more giddy and nervous.

Yichan wanted to claim her lips, he wanted them so bad but at the same time he feared to scare her. He didn't want her to think that he was taking advantage of her vulnerable situation. He didn't want to force her to do things she would regret later. He knew he should move away but for some odd reason he couldn't. He could feel her chest trusting against his, he understood she was nervous but so was he. He had never been so close and intimate with any woman before. He always stayed away from them and detested them but with Ning it was different. Ning was the only woman he wanted to be close with.

Caressing her cheeks with his thumb, Yichan murmured, "We don't have to do it if you don't like it or want to. Nothing is more important to me than your feelings and consent."

Ning's heart left warm after hearing his sweet and caring words. Growing up with parents who did not love her, Ning craved for it. There were only a handful of people including her grandpa who genuinely loved her.

Though they had just met, Yichan provided her with the sense of security and the love and care that she always wanted.

Ning knew it was a bit early, in fact she didn't even know whether their feelings for each other were genuine or not but she still wanted to just live this moment with him. She wanted to enjoy and cherish each and every second spent with him. She understood what was stopping him but she wanted him to take advantage of her vulnerability. But how could she say that loud?

She wanted him to kiss her so that she could kiss him back. She wanted to feel his lips, she wanted him to bite her lips, suck them, nibble them. But she was too shy to ask him to do that or initiate a kiss.

Contemplating within herself, Ning decided to use a technique that her friend had once mentioned. She had said that a woman could say many things only with her actions.

Thinking for quite some time, Ning hooked her arms around Yichan's neck and webbed her fingers on his silky hair.

Yichan lost his conscience and the last string of his strong self control when Ning started running her fingers through his hair and looked straight into his eyes. Her eyes were glistening and had the same spark as his.

Gulping in nervousness, Yichan intertwined the hands together and pressed their lips together.

Ning closed her eyes when his soft lips touched her. Her body and mind felt super numb and she melted under him.

Sucking her lower lips for a few seconds, Yichan pushed his tongue inside her mouth.

Ning moaned and tightened her grip on his hair when Yichan intertwined their tongues. They were biting, sucking, nibbling each other like there was no tomorrow. Things started turning more wild when Yichan's hands started wandering all over Nings body.

With their tongue dancing together and with all the touching and caressing, Yichan and Ning completely lost their senses.

After sucking each other dry, they finally pulled away. Both of them were panting heavily, trying very hard to catch a breath.

Without wasting any time, Yichan started trailing and kissing down her neck.

Ning gasped and moaned when Yichan started nibbling the skin right about her cleavage. Yichan was sucking, biting and nibbling with all might making her go crazy. She had never felt such complex emotions in her entire life.

Ning could feel dampness in between her legs. Blood was rushing towards her brain in a lightning speed. Yichan had turned her on completely.

Licking her skin where he had left his first mark on, Yichan clutched his hands on sheets while staring at her chest which was just a few inches away from his face. He wanted to squeeze them, press them, suck them, swirl his tongues around her erect nipples but he knew his limits.

He knew it wasn't the right time to take things to the next level. He first had to sort his feelings and work more hard to gain her trust and make her feel more secure. He didn't want to just have a fling or sex with her. He didn't want to sleep with her to satisfy his sexual needs. He wanted to make love with her, he wanted to caress each and every part of her, he wanted to make her feel special. He first wanted to fulfil her needs and then his.

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