Bab 44: I am dead!

We are at the BigHit entertainment building and i am totally not freaking out! Hell yes! I can't explain how much freaked up i am! As soon as we enter I met Jungkook oppa's eyes....He looked in mine like asking for somekind of a answer....We all sat at the table and focused at what both the managers were discussing ...but I wasn't able to concentrate because of that jungkook boy...he kept stealing glances and giving me death glares...Now this has to get over even if i am dead after this! I gotta do this! Meeting gets over we guys are leftover at the building to hangout with BTS and guess what i made an excuse that i had to practice but Sugar eonnie sprinkled some of her devilish sweetness and made me stop... As soon as we guys sat down Jimin blurted " You look hot Zsumi" .... Stop this jimin before i kill u .i cursed under my breath. "Jungkook what do you think about that?" jimin teased . Jungkook didn't do anything but just nodded his head in agreement. This is height now! It's ok if he just tells me what's his problem and stops talking to me but torturing me with his silence is just not the thing!. "Jungkook? Can i talk you for a second alone!?" I regretted after i had said it.... All of them started to ask me unnecessary question ! questions which i was not in a mood to answer... He nodded ... We were walking to one of the practice rooms when he got a grip of my wrists and pushed me hard against the walls .... "Ouch! it hurts" I said hurt..."geunal geu TV syoeseohaessdeon mallo nal eolmana sangcheo bad-assneunji al janh-a(You know how much have you hurt me by what you said on that tv show that day) he said almost shouting. I am sorry jungkook i shouldn't have hurt you so much....."jeongmal joesonghajiman seolmyeong hal gihoeleuljuseyo(I am extremely sorry but give a chance to explain...) I said almost in tears....Seing my tears run down he backed away...His eyes moist too "saeng-il ihue uli dul-i yaegihaneun ge bukkeuleo wossdeon geo asinayo? geuligo hyeongdeul-i naboda deo salanghandaneun geosdo algo issnayo?(You know right that after the birthday thing it was embarrassing for both of us to talk to each other?And you also know that your hyungs love you more than i do?) i said breathing...He nodded."geuleom jimin-iui gyehoeg-ilagohamyeon jiltuhago uli saie beol-eojigoissneun bukkeuleoun il-eul haegyeolhae jundamyeon mid-eo jusil laeyo?(Then will you believe me if i say it was jimin's plan to make you jealous and settle the embarrassed thing going on between us?) i assured him...He looked at me confused. I smiled a bit at his expression because i knew it would be a big comment to anybody who has a darn big attachment to jimin..."jeumi neoga geuleon yeoja lani mid-eul suga eobs-eo ... hyeong hante jalmos-eul tashaneungeoya!(Zsumi i can't believe you're a such a girl... You're blaming your faults on hyung now!)...he said as he pushed of his fingers on my forehead..." ani, mid-eo jwo jeong-gug ... jimin-iege sagwa haedallagohaessjiman, uli ssaum-eul haegyeolhago sipdago ... jebal!(No, believe me jungkook ...I asked jimin to apologize but he insisted that he wanted to settle our fight... please!) tears rolled down pleading... "naega geuleon geos-eul midgileul gidaehabnikka?(Do you expect me to believe such a thing?) he asked. I nodded because i cant take him to jimin and create a fight between them. Suddenly i saw jungkook smirk."Hey big boy, wae us-eo?(Hey big boy, why are you smirking?) i asked. He burst out laughing madly . It's getting so confused. I began to ask him hitting "daeche wae us-eo?(Why the hell are you laughing) ....After a few minutes of peeling into laughter some words left his mouth finally, words which shook me "naneun joh-eun baeu maj-jyo? dangsin-i geob meog-eun geo al-ayo! ne, mianhabnida. jimin-iga beolsseoi mal-eul haejusyeossneunde du beon banbog haejusyeoseo gamsahabnida ...(I am good actor right? I know you freaked out! ok, sorry and one thing Jimin had already told me this and thank you for repeating it the second time...)...What? he was playing with me all this while...What the! I shouldn't be cursing him right now..."ibwa yo, saeng-il ihue yaegihago sip-eossneunde yong-gileul naejul suga eobs-eoss-eoyo ... bwayo! i eobgyeeseoneun jig-eobjeog heonsin-i gaeinjeog-in geosboda deo jung-yohadaneun geos-eul algo issseubnida. geuligo ... geugeos-eun dangsin-ui seontaeg-igo dangsingwa dangsin-ui kkum saie deul-eogal gwonliga jeonhyeo eobs-seubnida.(Hey i wanted to talk to you after my birthday but i couldn't musten up courage...Look! I know professional commitment is more important than personal in this industry....and... It's your choice and utterly i have no right to come in between you and your dreams ok?) he said assuringly."geuligo nan .... daleun namjawaneun mos bojiman nega jimin hyeong-egen yeodongsaeng gatdaneun geo al-a ... cheoeum-eneun piga kkeulh-eo oleuneunde hyeong-eul deudgo naseoneun jal doel geos gat-aseo bakk! al-a? geuligo geugeos-eunhaessda! , ... uli dul da ... yeogi ... honja!(and i ....even though can't see you with some other guy but i know you are like a younger sister to jimin hyung ...at first it made my blood boil but after listening to hyung i thought it might just work out! you know? and it did! See ,...Both of us ...here ...alone!)... i froze when i heard the word alone...but i smiled and quickly smooched him.."jeong-gug-iga neujneun geos gat-aseo nomdeul-i ulil chaj-a ogi jeon-e yeogiseo nagaya gess-eo!(Jungkook i think it's getting late and we should be out of here before those bastards come looking for us!) i smirked and quickly ran away...He kept standing there for a few seconds before he left too and our sweet little time was kept a secret ...i hope!? While i was talking to everyone in the room jungkook oppa came in and sat exactly next to me and softly held my hand... nobody noticed but jimin did... Jungkook oppa said"dangsin-i gajigoissneun geos-eul boyeojuneun geos-eun nappeuji anhda(It's not bad to show possession of something you hold) he said as he smirked and looked at me...I guess everyone knew what he meant by ' his possession'... i know it meant me! Oh shit! it's time to go know ! We were getting in our car when for the last time i spoke "oneul-eun bunmyeonghi nugungaleul jug-in geos gatseubnida!(Looks like today i definitely killed somebody!) as i looked straight into his eyes and sat in the car...I heard all of them laughing as we left...Aishhh! i feel so shy describing it to you guys but one thing's for sure! I didn't die today but somebody else did!