Bab 62: Inferiority
Meng Gu felt that men and women are very different.
Like him and Chen Ruo Yu, this woman can go crazy in the middle of the night and harass him, but he did not intend to seriously waste his time and haggle with her. After all, being a doctor is a very busy job, he was not an idle person. He has so many things to do, and should not bother with a woman like her.
Of course, not taking the initiative to waste time to go bicker with her and her being delivered to his doorstep are naturally two different things.
Because Chen Ruo Yu was really delivered to his door for him to catch her.
She had a client who was injured and so she came to visit. He skillfully blocked her in the tea room.
Chen Ruo Yu proved once again how different she really was. She not only pursued men with an "odd" move, making an "odd" move on a chance encounter, provoking with an "odd" move, but she even quarrelled with him and made an "odd" move.
She actually said: "Dr. Meng's meaning is that a man's body cannot be casually teased, right? That it is not good. What is so great about being a man? You think only men have dignity but women do not? Dr. Meng values himself so highly and treats other people so lowly. Do not do unto others what you do not want to be done to you, has Dr. Meng never heard of this before? You should understand the meaning of this. I have done wrong and so dared to apologize. Does Dr. Meng dare to? Why is a man's dignity more important than a woman's? Let me tell you this...a woman's dignity is just the same as a man's **...Weakness can only bring pain and hardness can bring pride."
Meng Gu stared blankly for a bit, obviously, she was the one who did wrong, okay? How can she still be so angry and self-righteous? Wait a minute, what did she just say?
**?
Meng Gu reacted and burst into laughter, he couldn't help but laugh.
What kind of woman says such a thing?
Vulgar, temperamental, very funny...unexpectedly bright and reasonable.
Meng Gu kept laughing, and saw her blushing. Her face was full of awkwardness and regret, unease and embarrassment.
Chen Ruo Yu, ah Chen Ruo Yu, you still do something embarrassing wherever you go.
Why would such a woman slander him in front of others? He rejected her, so she's holding a grudge? But she doesn't look like someone like that.
Meng Gu believed that he has a good eye for recognizing people, but he really could not understand Chen Ruo Yu.
He was now curious about her again.
Sometimes things are so uncanny. He and Chen Ruo Yu seem to be people who had no reason to meet, but they always meet in a variety of different situations.
Because she was hospitalized and became his patient.
The reason for her hospitalization was also very much like her valiant style, she was actually hospitalized because she was injured by others.
The reason for her being injured was even more brazen. She was beaten by the perpetrator in the case of the insurance claim for her client, in order to help her client to get the payout, she went to record evidence of the crime. This incident alarmed the police, the insurance company, and the client she wanted to help. Therefore, it was so noisy that all the doctors and nurses knew about the matter.
I have never seen an insurance salesperson like this, this was what a nurse said. Meng Gu perked his ears to listen and looked at Chen Ruo Yu, who was hurt and felt that he really could not understand her.
Chen Ruo Yu's condition was very bad when she was brought into the hospital. The two men really beat her up very badly. Meng Gu was very angry. He hates to see women being beaten by scum. But he was angrier with Chen Ruo Yu, overestimating her abilities, no brain, and how did she go about thinking of going to collect evidence for the insurance claim, it was not her job to do.
Looking at her like this, he really wanted to scold her.
But he didn't scold her, because she couldn't hear it. On the first day of her admission, she began to have a high fever and was groggy. Initially, he wanted to inform Gao Yu Lan, but was worried that Chen Ruo Yu would not want to trouble her friend, so he didn't tell anyone.
Based on the morality of friends, or it should be said for the sake of giving face to Yin Ze and Gao Yu Lan, Meng Gu took extra care of her. He took over her case and personally looked after her condition.
She spoke all night. She called him a Mongolian doctor. He excused this as she was not awake and was speaking in a dazed state, he spent a lot of effort to be able to hear what she was saying.
She held his hand and said she was sorry, she didn't really know why she had said those words to her blind date. She also said that she was angry with him, it didn't matter that he did not like her, but told the nurses everywhere that she was not good, and also insulted the things that she sent him, she was very upset.
Meng Gu was suddenly enlightened, so that's what happened.
But he never discussed her with anyone, and even less likely talked to the nurses about this topic. The things that she sent him were handled the same way he did what others sent him, they were given to his colleagues to share. He didn't have anything against her. He thought that she stopped coming because she had thought the situation over herself and moved on. He didn't expect that it was actually because of this.
"Chen Ruo Yu." He called her.
She opened her eyes and looked at him, she looked at him for a while and suddenly said, "Don't be noisy!"
Noisy? From the beginning to end, wasn't she the one talking? She was still squeezing his hand hard, but he didn't object, contrary to expectation she was actually aggressive.
He sighed and wanted to pull his hand back and tell her not to think too much, rest well, also take medicine and also give her an injection, so she would not be too uncomfortable while asleep.
But she still had something more to say, "Mom, what is so shameful about our family is like this? Must you compare with others? It is not that others are looking down on us, it is us feeling inferior. The more you care, the more people want to watch the show, the more people watch, the more you feel that others are comparing with you and think you are losing face. In fact, every family has their own affairs, who has the leisure time to be concerned about your family's daughter and how much money she is earning. Mom, I am also working very hard, truly, don't get angry, okay?"
Meng Gu looked at her.
"If I'm losing face, I can see it for myself." He didn't expect that she would say such a thing.
He had also said similar things to Qi Yao at that time. He said that if you feel that people are looking down on you, it is not because others are really looking down on you, but because you feel inferior.
When Qi Yao heard this, she was so angry and had a big argument with him. At that time, they quarreled every day. Qi Yao felt that he had said this because he was standing on a high place looking down at her, so no matter how she looked up, he still felt that she was inferior.
And he replied to her that she was treating friendliness with hostility, raising her head high but still feeling inferior.
At that time, the distance between them was getting farther and farther, right? The more he told her not to mind, the more she cared. She was mindful about other people's words, other people's eyes, and even mindful of his words and eyes.
She felt that she had to climb high enough, at least as high as him, to confidently be with him.
This is the reason she left him, he cannot fully understand it. She said that if she didn't leave then, she will not be able to change her life in this lifetime, and he will continue to stand up high, and she does not want to continue to look up at him, she hoped she can hold his hand and stand tall next to him.
He loved her so much, loved her beauty, loved her intelligence, loved her strength, loved her pride, loved that she was different.
She certainly loved him, he could feel it.
Only that in the end, her love for him was not comparable to her pride.
Meng Gu was very hurt from this incident. He felt that the reason it was so painful was that he didn't lose her to other men, but lost her to herself.
Now, this woman who was so hurt in front of his eyes said, "Id I am losing face, I can see it for myself." He really wanted to go back to seven years and bring Qi Yao over and tell her, "Listen, this is the great truth of people."
Unfortunately, the time has past, and the feelings have disappeared and will never come back. Even Qi Yao appeared in front of him again, he will not want to discuss these issues with her.
That night, Chen Ruo Yu burned up two times, and Meng Gu kept watch over her all night, not because of a friend's affection, but later he was listening to her nonsense talk out of interest. She obviously didn't know what she was talking about, and she must have said everything she wouldn't dare to normally say. He really wanted to record it and let her listen to it in the future. He thought that expression will definitely be very wonderful. Perhaps she will show a "strong and unyielding" expression like she did when she gave him the female dignity speech.
After this hospitalization, Meng Gu felt that Chen Ruo Yu was a good woman. She has loyalty, a sense of duty, a good heart and was very fun.
Such a woman, in fact, will be really good to have as a friend.
Yes, being a friend, this was a sincere thought of Meng Gu's. He clarified the situation with Chen Ruo Yu because he could see that Chen Ruo Yu still had "that" intention towards him.
When she saw him, she would blush and be uncomfortable, she would also sneak glances at him. But when she faced him, she was like a hedgehog, her whole body on alert with sharp spikes, always guarding.
She likes him, but she doesn't seem to want to like him, or it's more like she was rejecting and resisting liking him.
Meng Gu thought that it should be like this, it was what he felt. He also did not want her to hold onto romantic feelings for him. She was a good girl, and he didn't want this impossibility to cause any unpleasantness between them,
So he clarified himself and told her that it would be good if they could still be friends.
She agreed. But then she ran away, she snuck away and ran away without going through the discharge procedure.
After he had lectured her for her stupid act of going to fight with people, after he bickered with her he was in a good mood, but unexpectedly she covertly ran away.
What the hell, why did she run away?
He clearly treated her very kindly, he clearly dismissed the misunderstanding with her, he obviously treated her as a friend, so what was she running away from?
Later, Meng Gu's father began to talk to him about a blind date. Actually, Meng Gu knew that this was not his father's own intention, but it was that of other people, who always take the initiative to ask.
After all, that he is the deputy dean's son, an excellent young surgeon et.c. sounds quite good, even if he doesn't take the initiative to look for someone, someone will come to him. So the elders who came to inquire about his love life are really a lot.
So Meng father from time to time, if there were some women who seem good and match their family conditions, he will let Meng Gu know and ask him to go meet them.
Meng Gu was somewhat hesitant.
He wants to fall in love, wants to have a girlfriend, but he doesn't want to be at the mercy of his father.
Meng Gu felt that his father was a very strict and self-important man, and so the father and son pair always say no more than a few words to avoid quarreling. Meng Gu's mother always tells Meng Gu, "What are you so noisy about?You and your father have the same behavior, if you look in the mirror, you'll see you have the same spiritual sense, so if you are complaining that your father is not good, then you are talking about your own self."
Meng Gu thought that his mother was obviously biased towards her husband.
Actually, Meng Gu was envious of his father, he thought that he was really a super lucky old man to have fortunately gotten such a good wife. Meng Gu admired women like his mother, cheerful, strong and wise.
He thought that he would also want to marry a woman like this too.
One who has a beautiful appearance, a kind heart, a healthy and strong personality, and a vigorous spirit.
So he fell in love with Qi Yao.
With his picky and difficult personality, with this kind of peach blossom attracting appearance, this was the reason him dragging until university for his first love - he couldn't find anyone.
Qi Yao was his first love.
Qi Yao was beautiful, strong and intelligent. She had all the qualities that Meng Gu liked. At that time, Meng Gu felt that he was very lucky. He thought that his love life and marriage would be as smooth as his job hunting.
He will be lucky as his old man.
But it turned out not to be so.
It turned out the even though he was like his father, even though Qi Yao was like his mother, even though Qi Yao likes all the qualities he liked, even though they really loved each other...
However, it turned out that life had other arrangements.
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