The dawn of realization that she could no longer hold back the time from losing Ajie forever hit her hard. She had to act fast and set aside her humiliation and pride. The opportunity presented itself to her and she would be so stupid to let it slip from her grasp. Imagining the glory escaping from her the moment Ajie would proclaim to the world the fulfillment of his dream which she had shared before, hurt her beyond what she could endure. It hurt because in that inauguration where they first dreamed to celebrate together, the original plan would take a complete detour. The announcement of his remarriage would be the highlight instead and she couldn't accept it. Running away for her life had suddenly lost its sense and in a wink of an eye, she wanted to die. She suddenly lost the courage to persevere and she lost the faith. All she wanted at the moment was to die.