Bab 47: A story ........!

what is wrong with jungkook he keeps kissing me giving hickeys on my neck collarbone but I keep pushing him why does it look like he's go nna do some thing wrong tonight that we both are gonna regret no no no I can't let it happen I can't "jeon jungkook stop" I said as he was about to open my dress ,but he didn't he just pulled the dress out making me almost half naked infornt of him I was now only in my undergarments "Alice I know what i am doing trust me " he said as he kissed my body "noooo jungkook you don't know what you are doing just the jealousy of seeing me with someone else has taken over you ,please stop " I said again almost crying he looked me as he looked at me he stopped everything and he's eyes were full of tears and guilt "Alice ahh why can't you just love me back ?" when he said that with teary eyes my heart broke into 1000 pieces I can't Express what I felt I know he's my idol and I don't wanna hurt his feelings but " jungkook ahh shushhh don't cry come here " ...I said as I pulled him up and made him lay beside me and put his head on my chest and hugged him " you wanna hear a story ?" I said and he just sniffed cutely " hmm" he said and hugged me more tightly " There was a girl ,she was only 5 years old when her mom left her dad ,and the girl and her brother,Her dad was about to gave up on his life but looking at his both children's face he stayed strong and with the help of his friend he started a new business, his friend was also married and had 3 children's they were 2 boys and 1 girl ,you wanna know the 5 year old girls name ?" I said as I stroked his silky hair and he said " yes " thank God he was calming down " Her name was soo-in " he nodded again and I continued " soo-in and her brother were used to stay at there dad's friend house so they all were friends, since the second child of the dad's friend and soo-in were same age they both were close but one day they all were gone to beach with the aunty (dads friends wife) And accept soo-in brothers no one knewed that soo-in didn't knewed how to swim ,but the second child her friend told her to get in water with him but she didn't but he forced her and both of them were playing but soo-in didn't wanted to go more in so she was at side soon everyone gone out and as soo-in was about to get out a big layer came and took her in as her brother was about to jump in the first child of uncle jumped in and brought her out and saved her ." I said and sighed "then what happened?" jungkook asked in his honey voice I smiled and said " she fell for him ,even though she was small she had feelings for him because she knewed that this person will always come to help me both of them became close and after 5 years soo-in's father came back he was owning a good company now and he took both his child with him soo-in wasn't ready to let go of the elder child of the uncle but her dad said " one day we will come back honey " and then they came to Seoul, she waited she completed her school and after waiting she finally got to go back to find him but when they gone there he was already..." Alice was now holding her tears " he was what Alice?" jungkook said as he looked at me I smiled and said " he was already gone " both of us became silent and jungkook pulled me in his chest and said " don't worry Alice ahh am here for you " he said and I cried in his chest hard .