when they said let's do a compatibility test I was like let me go because me and Kim Yoel we both are just committed and we fight with each most of the time ๐๐ and a compatibility test ๐๐๐๐๐ then I looked towards Kim Yoel and I was like today we are in danger Because I don't think that we even have 0.5% compatibility also then they said " let's start with you unni " I said " no no ask 1 question to Kim Yoel " then ae-cha asked " unni why don't you call oppa to oppa " I said " as don't like to anyone oppa who is of the same age as me " then the owner knocked the door and she came I. and said " ์์ฌ๋ฅผํ๋ค ( sigsaleulhada ) ( have a meal ) " and she put a hot huge bowl on a tinny dinning table and she was using heater to keep it warm and then she put 9 bowls ans chopsticks on the bowl and she put kimchi on the table as without kimchi the Korean food is incomplete then Kim Yoel said " let's start " he was sitting next to me and when ha Rin open the led of the pot I saw it was fully filled with sea food ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฑ๐ต๐ต and I thought today also I just have to eat kimchi's as always it makes me feel like I'm on dieting and then I noticed that there is no spoon and then I was just looking that how everyone is holding the chopsticks and I tried to hold it but I can't as I have never hold it I couldn't I was just looking at everyone eating and ae-cha said " unni why aren't you are eating ? " I smiled weirdly ๐ ๐ ๐ and said " I don't know how to hold chopsticks ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ " and they all started laughing ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ then Kim Yoel said " see .... " and ha Rin interrupted him and said " let me call the aunty if she have something like spoon " I was what does she mean by something like spoon ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฒ and at that moment only aunty enters with a 1 huge bowls which on the tray and ha Rin asked to aunty " ์์ค๋ง ์๊ฐ๋ฝ ์์ด์ ( ajumma sudgalag iss-eoyo ) ( aunty do you have a spoon ) " she replied " ์ ( ne ) ( yes) ๋ด๊ฐ ๊ฐ์ ธ์ฌ ๊ฒ ์ ๊น๋ง ( jamkkanman gildalyeo julge ) ( wait a second I'll bring it to you ) " she rushed in hurry and she bring table spoons and I was like what the is happening with me my boyfriend is not even looking towards and not even talking to me and he is with someone else and flirting with her what the fuck my life is ๐๐๐๐๐ I can't be able to eat much and I said " excuse me " and went out of the room this was my 1 time I felt like even tho I was surrounded by 8 to 9 people's but still I feel lonely as it was a unknown place so I can't help myself and I have stay there and going out of the room I went out the house and there was free space out there for sitting or maybe for kids I don't know about but I went there and sat on a bench I started thinking about India that I today would have been in India with my old friends then things would have been different and suddenly boo hi calls me I answered the call and said " hello" she said " hii Jess I have very much good news for you " I said without excitement " what " and she said " hey don't be like this is something happened to you " I said " no I'm fine " she said " if something happens then I will be the 1 who knows about it Okh promise me " I said " Okh I'll promise you " she said " ahhhhh Jess there is a thing I want tell you " I said " what is it " and she said " Okh let it be I'll tell it you In person Okh " I also didn't forced her and said " Okh bye " she said " bye " and I was just sitting and looking forward to the stars and moon and I heard a sound of coming someone near me and it startled me I looked behind and I saw si woon is coming to me he said " noona why are you sitting here it's getting cold " I said " just I want to " he sat next to me and said " I know why are you here did you both quarrel again " I replied " it's not like that " he said " are you sure because hyung is ..... " I interrupted him and said " shhh just enjoy the nature beauty " and he said " I know noona you are pissed off " I was holding back my emotions because I don't want anyone to know how I feel and I said " it's not like that " then one sound came from inside " ์ด๋ด, ์ด๋์ผ? ( ibwa , neo eodiya ) ( hey si woon where are you ? ) and he said " yeah I'm coming " and he said " noona come inside early Okh it's getting cold " and he went In and I was thought that Jessica stop Kim Yoel is your boyfriend Okh he have to talk to you and with these mighty sprit I went in and they all were in our room only and I started looking here and there for Kim Yoel and then ji ha said " unni what happen " I said " have you seen Kim Yoel " she said " ohh oppa I didn't know he was with ha Rin unni I don't know unni " then I called him and his hand phone was in the room itself and I called on ha Rin and her hand phone was also in the room and I went out and started looking for them you know what there was very much things going inside me like where did that old Jessica left, how I'm become like this , where is that fierce Jess went ๐คฃ and I found Kim Yoel and ha Rin walking at the back door of the house and they he was walking hand in hand with ha Rin ๐๐๐๐ I went to them and said " hey Kim Yoel where were you I was looking for you " he said in a rude manner " I was here only " I said " ha Rin actually I want to talk to Kim Yoel can you excuse us for some time " she looked towards Kim Yoel and he nodes to her and she went in and he said " say want is it " I said " Kim Yoel whats going on " he said " what do you mean by what's going on ? " I said " see why are you behaving rude with me " he said " I was not rude " I said " Okh then let me ask you this Kim Yoel what did you promised me when I accepted your proposal " he said " what promise " I said " you said that I'll promise you that I'll keep good care of and I'll protect you didn't you said this and now what are you doing you haven't even asked me for food or haven't even looked towards me or not you even talked " his facial expression changed ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ he said " what do you think of yourself huh are you a nation princess huh so that everyone will treat you like the way you want huh miss Jessica ( I was shocked seeing this side of Kim Yoel ) you don't even know how to treat a person well " I said " what happened to you " he said " no nothing happened to me but now many things will happen to you " i said " what " he said " yeah " and from back ha Rin came with a glass of water and said " yes Jessica didn't you get it now also ohhhh pity Jessica let me tell you everything but first " she had a glass of water and and splashed it on my face and I said " hey you " and I raised my hand to beat her but Kim Yoel holds my hand and I looked towards him like what the fuck he is doing I said " what are you doing Kim Yoel she just splashed water on me and you are holding me back why " he said " huh Jessica Jessica you still didn't understand " ha Rin said " did you remembered something " I said " what " Kim yoel said " on your 1 day of school in the dinning room you have done this same thing with someone " I started remembering that on the 1 day there was a boy who asked me to sleep with him and I splashed a glass of water on his face and ha Rin said " you remembered " I said " so what " Kim Yoel said " do you even know who was he " I said " no " he said " he was my best friend out of all of them I was just had 1 friend in the school but because of you I have lost him you made him to rusticate the school and all of this is just because of it " I was about to cry and got the droplet in my eyes also but I controlled and asked " Kim Yoel did you even loved me " he said " do you even think that I'll love you huh what a joke I wanted to make you feel broke down and i wanted you feel that pain what my friend have faced today I'm very happy and today he'll be also very happy because now it's all over Jessica " I broke down then and there one by one the water droplets started coming out of my eyes and I can't control myself and I can't even say anything to them and they went I slowly sat down and I started crying ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ for my love for my heart and I was crying and crying and........