Bab 1: with out you there is nothing in my life.

My name let it be not interesting, I was born in 1998 people says my parents got divorced when i was just 2 year old I haven't seen my father i have little sister she is very cute my mother struggle lot just for Feed us after divorce my mother life become hell becouse she don't have many to take care of us I miss my father every day always thought this why my mom left my father but after watching her she is struggling every single minute to take care us i understand one thing that if my father was good so why my mother leave him he is not good enough for us that's why he leave him and struggling single minute just for us not for her i understood this that is my father iiser very bad man that's why we are here my all life gone through just facing the problems so simple small things I have understand this my all life passing like this only but in 8th standard I met him yes I met him my first and last love of my life after that my life is very beautiful I had some one who loves me care for me his very sweet and genuine person when I was with him that days was golden days my school days after completing the school also we met each other and spend lot of time with each other we are very happy (with out him there is nothing in my life) after long 6years relation we got broken up he left me with out saying any thing he blocked me on his phone today also I don't know why I am very hurt at that time but I thought if he is happy with out me so let it be after 2years I got married yes it is arrange marriage my mother choose him for me she thought he is good for me may be she is right or may be wrong I don't know finally I got married I always use to think if he is happy without me so him be happy and move on but yes but he is not happy I am leaving my life with my husband oh use to be pretend I am happy but i am not in my heart one person is there that him just him not even my husband my life is passing just passing not living after 2years of my marriage I got to know this my first and last love of my life he committed suicide he is no more that time i was knew this every part of my bode was broke down I had not attend his funeral I haven't seen him just last one time he is not happy there and I am not happy here just one time I want to talk to him one time u want to watch him this is my life biggest dream that's it nothing had left in my life nothing today also my life was passing just passing not living this is my story today also I am not happy this is my story I will end my life with out happiness that's it thank u (WITH OUT YOU THERE IS NOTHING IN MY LIFE).....