Bab 520: Separated

Hinari felt her heart breaking as she hugged her husband. Zaki rarely showed his weakness like this. He always smiles and never acted this weak even during the times when he was suffering from physical pain. 

He was a strong man and he was always giving Hinari hope and happiness every single day. But this time, her strong husband broke down in tears. She knew too, that he allowed himself this weakness to discourage her high hopes on him surviving through this. Knowing him, Hinari could already tell that her husband might be thinking that she deserved to love again and find someone else once he's gone. That would be the most probable reason on him not wanting to saddle her with their child – in his mind, that is.