Bab 134: Never Tasted The Sweet Taste of Love
Feng Xiao Qing was confused about her own feelings, but she had never once thought that she had fallen in love ah~! After all, the man was beyond her reach... Was it really like that? She answered Lu Yi Feng's question truthfully, despite already having Xiao Xi Xi, she had never once tasted the sweet taste of love...
"Why do you say so?" Feng Xiao Qing asked curiously.
"If your friend doesn't have feelings for the man, why does he keep appearing inside her mind?" Ah Rang asked back.
"Probably because she was too worried..." Feng Xiao Qing tried to reason with Ah Rang.
"Oh... very well then... Is there a need for her to feel worried? Have your friend ever worried about another man the same way too?" Ah Rang asked, trying to give a subtle hint.
Feng Xiao Qing thought about back then. She had never worried about the boys' matter --- unless when they were in a fight, yes, she would feel worried. However, when they were sad... She didn't ask about the reason or think about it all days... She just tried to cheer them up with a few jokes. That was it!
Feng Xiao Qing decided to be truthful and shook her head. "She is only worried about this man, I guess."
"Then... it should be obvious, right?" Ah Rang asked.
"However, I heard that the symptoms of love are heart beating fast, blushing excessively, and finding the other party handsome... Oh wait, the last part is indeed true. The man is gorgeous! However, she doesn't really feel the first two symptoms ah~" Feng Xiao Qing asked naively.
Ah Rang wasn't that experienced in relationship matter, but she saw the love between her parents. Their love wasn't the kind love that was as hot as fire, but the opposite, it was as calm as water. Both were different, but both... nonetheless the essence was the same --- Love. That was why Ah Rang understood Feng Xiao Qing's confusion.
She reminiscing her parents' love and Feng Xiao Qing said, "That's only a little part of being in love's symptoms. It's correct but it's also not the whole truth... There's also another kind of love --- a love that starts to grow slowly in our heart. Maybe he has taken a good care of your friend and he starts to grow inside her heart --- as calm as water. That's why your friend probably doesn't notice her feelings..." She patiently explained to Feng Xiao Qing.
Truthfully, Ah Rang preferred the second type of love...
Feng Xiao Qing gaped at Ah Rang and asked, "So... it's actually the man's presence gradually starts to become stronger inside the woman's heart? It becomes unnoticeable...? Is that what you mean?"
Ah Rang nodded. "What you see in the TV is the quickest way for them to show that the main couple has fallen in love... but well... it could also happen in real life, but not to all of us. Especially for those people who have arranged married..."
Feng Xiao Qing nodded in agreement. "That makes sense..." However, because of the revelation, she also starts to become worried! She understood their relationship well... It was a contract relationship, boss-subordinate relationship, fake boyfriend-girlfriend relationship... it was quite complicated! He treated her with kindness, how could she be so sure or conceited to think that it was because he liked her? He could very well only do it out of pity or obligation ah~!
Feng Xiao Qing felt like she started to become so stupid. It would probably be better to not have feeling than be brokenhearted later. However, those sad eyes kept haunting her and all she could think about was how to appease the man and how to make him become happier. Despite her resistance towards her own feelings, she knew that it was already too late!
Ah Rang could see the uncertainty in Feng Xiao Qing's face and it seemed like she didn't look too happy with the revelation. She could only pat her shoulder and said, "Don't think too much about it! Just go with the flow... If you are not sure about your feelings, just keep it inside your heart. Focus yourself on the competition!" Ah Rang decided to give her a sound advice.
Feng Xiao Qing knew what Ah Rang said was right and she felt more grateful towards her new friend. It seemed like it was lucky for her to meet Ah Rang by chance. If she talked about this matter to Qin and Lang, she was a hundred percent sure that they wouldn't be able to give her an advice, at the same time, they would only tease her to death ah~!
Feng Xiao Qing nodded gratefully at Ah Rang and the latter waved her hands, telling her that it was only a small matter. Both of them behaved quite cordially with each other and it made the people around them look at them in jealousy...
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