Bab 2476: I shall not persist in my pursuit.

However, his days of leisure were somewhat disorienting to him, or maybe, since birth, his life was destined to be cold and lonely.

He opened his eyes to a cold and lonely world, and one day in the future, he would definitely leave this world quietly by his lonesome self.

He had always been alone. For as long as he could remember, no one had ever moved his heart and entered his life; he repeatedly closed himself off to everyone else. There was once a beam of sunshine that shone into his world, so bright and warm, but alas, it had never belonged to him. He was a stubborn man, and once he fixed his eyes onto something or someone, he would not change his mind, not even until the end of his days.