The safest way to get out of here is being as more stealth as I can, so I used some dark-purple herb, that I some time found aroud here, once I accidentally stomped on it and it's started to give off a strong spicy smell, don't know if it's edible and I have no intention to try it.
Since I recovered my belongs and calm down myself a bit I started to walk no stop towards the north. I unable to walk too fast, my wounds hurt a lot...Thankfully, they're healing fast enough, but I'm still feeling unwell, I have a migraine, as if someone is squeezing my brain, however bearable, it hurted more when I got my wisdom teeth removed . Sooo...It does't hurt, It doesn't hurt...doesn't hurt...Let's think about other things...
Today is the 27 day, uhm? Nearly a mouth... I'm feeling like an oldman walking with a stick...
Also...I have plenty of food now, a lot of smoked meat...and my water supply is OK too, I don't even drink much, sometime I even forgot to drink, not even half a liter a day...I know, I know, that not healty, and now I'm injured too...so for once, I'm taking care of myself, but once I'll heal, I'm going to cut off the "expences".
That forest...really give off a streange atmosfere... Dangerous, but also...somewhat...safe?
I feel so strange since I've come here...Strange that I'm not going crazy...I think??
Strange that I'm some what calm...Maybe it's because I'm now busy to keep myself alive that I'm...I'm...I am feeling so free...free from a lot of worries, stress and the fear to loos everything dear to me. It's probably because I've nothing to lose now, exept my life...and my treasure inside that small sack...a silver bracelet, the automatic wristwatch and my grasses...
The bracelet have many charms, all of them are gifted by my mother and my friends and the watch is also a gift from mother for my graduation, I miss her a bit, I don't know I love her, but I some time she's quite hateful, but she used to be the pillar of the family, she's a really hotheaded and never listen to me when I said she's wrong or starting a business at that time is not convenient. But she's just trying to make a living for me and my sisters...to keep the boat afloat when my father was making holes...I miss her, even the ginger that she put in every her dishes saying that it's healthy, it's not like she just put a little to make the dish tastier, but a LOT, like
<<there's some vegetables on my ginger>>
I remember once, when I asked her the meaning of our name, she's called "WeiYan", I known that Yan mean swallow, but not the meaning of "Wei". She told me that her name is given to her by my grandpa and means 'great swallow' then she added " Don't know how he could think that a swallow can be great". She doesn't seems to like that, but I really like it, I found it poetic and it's suit her...
—-*RUSTLE*—-
Something is coming to my direction...walking slowly...a goat? 4 horns, the second pair near the ears is smaller...ARE YOU A MESSENGER FROM SATAN!?...Kidding aside, it's doesn't look aggressive...a collar...I slowly walk near ... her??... those are udders...
"Hey~ What are ya doing in a place like this..." How come ya're still alive...
*beeeheheee*
Why I'm talking with a goat? It can't understand me...I'm so LONELY and scareeed, mummy...
Anyway, that goat seems friendly, YOU ARE MY COMRADE NOW, let's...lets call ya...Baphomet...wait, it's not a good idea...don't know what kind of religion the people have here, better not use these kind of name...mmmm...Bapho...Baf...Baffy? BAFFY! MUSTACHE! ( baffi in Italian means mustache), what a nice name... like a certain vampire hunter.
Sorry if I'm not publishing , but this year it's really important and I have a lot exams and I'm working at some project, and english courses too. It' quite hard to find time writing.
Many thanks to everyone for reading the shit I'm writing.