[slightly confusing chapter] [includes flashbacks]
'I still do not understand, I know what I am. My first form was the world core who had been made a Lyrical, the flesh and blood I have is a gift from the mother who birthed me. Still, with the awareness of what I am and the memories from my other half, I am unaware of many things.'
It is true, there are so many blanks in my brain, and that Nightmare which had been mentioned before, supposedly I was originally that before... Sigh, to many complications.
That rumbling voice spoke up once more.
'This is why I have dwelled in your inner world, for you to understand.'
I scoffed at this bullsh*t excuse.
Am I so dumb? I am sure he has another underlying meaning.
Explain all this to me? Heh, and then once I'm aware, what is next?
'For what? So you can do like these males who had "eaten me" repeatedly and do the same? Hoping that I become with young merged from your seed-'