Chapitre 12: ABUSER
I'm just needing some help, I am a 38 year old woman that was raised in a very quite family. There was NO discussion ever, that I remember of sex or sexual affection displayed in the home. After college I dated a guy and became pregnant, we then got married to have a family, I never felt comfortable about the sex in the marriage. I may just have not understood men. He was physically abusive and emotionally abused to me not to count numerous affairs, I never told a single person on what he would do to me, how he would beat me up, and the other woman that would come to my house and humiliate me. Because this was never a topic in my home as a child. I later finally divorced him and it took years for him to quit calling me and my child. I never asked for a dime in child support, I just wanted him gone. Several years later my parents passed away and I ran into an old friend I had dated this man previous and he had never married or had children.
I always liked this man's company he just has that ability to make you feel like a million dollars everyday. We had not dated long and we lived 400 miles away from each other and we weren't getting any younger so he asked me if I wanted to stop this long distance relationship and just get married he told me he had always waited for me. I was in total shock he could have anybody he wanted, I didn't believe him at first I asked him at least 100 times if he was serious about getting married. His reply was yes, I knew he would be and excellent dad for my child but I was still worried about the bedroom part because my ex-husband told me every day I was pitiful. We got married and to be honest the sex at first was nothing for me at all.
We had a lot of long talks about sex and I finally told him about my first marriage. I told him I was sorry about the bedroom performance that I was really uncomfortable about it. He said will just have to work together and get you threw this. We used some counseling together that I really didn't want and some books, and patience from my man, and honesty from him and me about our likes and dislikes, a year and half after the marriage I can say I finally got my sexual relationship in order. I have never been around a man that I actually craved so much in my life. I hope this is normal, he has done everything for me in the bedroom that put me in another world. It is hard for me to see him just walk around the house or talk to him on the phone that I don't crave him physically, Is this normal? I can honestly say that my first husband never made me have an orgasm it was just like a rabbit.
But now I wonder if I have gone over board because, I am a mother and I sometimes can't help my behavior and noise that I make for what he does for me in the bedroom - talk about stress reliever I have an orgasm almost every time we have sex and he makes sure of that; no more Mr. rabbit. Is this normal for a woman to act and feel this way I really don't want discuss my sex life with friends and my mom and my dear friend has passed away. And I know I can't mention this to my father. My question is am I normal?
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