Eleanora's pov ~
Maria, Jennie and the other maids started to put some makeups on my face to cover up my pale face and got me all dress up.
As the crown prince's fiancee, I had to enter with him at the ceremony today, so all the housemaids of my house were eager to get me dolled up as best they could.
Of course, I wasn't interested at all.
I looked into the mirror and kept staring at myself. I had always wore darker coloured dresses after i turned sixteen, in my last life.
So, this light blue coloured dress, which was made in a matching pare with the crown prince; looked weird on me.
At least i thought so. This light blue coloured dress reminded me of the white shabby dress that i had worn in my trial grounds.
But i can't always keep remembering this and fear him. He can't kill me anymore in this lifetime.
I will never become the empress, who will get abandoned and eventually killed in the end.
No matter how the fate is written, i will change them.