Chapitre 16: Pov Maschenny
(3 Months Later)
(Maschenny Pov)
It's been over 3 months since that disgraceful battle, just over a week ago I turned 10, and I still can't control the flow of shinsoo, I normally wouldn't care because I lost it to someone known as 'God of the Spear ' , but just as Eduan said, that loss was very shameful the Great Ancestor was using only a physical strength comparable to Eduan, and yet the two of us together only managed to pluck small strands of his hair.
I'm always slowing down Eduan, I still can't even make a tornado using the shinsoo flow around, I can never do anything to help him, because of my weak strength, in his battle against Arie Hon, what if Arie does wanted to hurt? I couldn't do anything in that situation, just like Eduan said, even though he was extremely hurt and tired I couldn't beat him.
At first I had bad feelings towards Eduan, I didn't want a forced fiance at that time, I thought I would be late, that I would be in my way, so I asked him to be someone stronger than me, but it's just me that's holding him back . Over the years, I became more and more attached to Eduan, maybe even more than to my father, 3 months after our first fight, in which I managed to hurt him, he praised me a lot at that time, I I felt different with his praise than when the elders in the family praised me.
I didn't just feel shame and a little sadness for being there wasting time getting compliments when I could be training, I was happy, I was very happy to receive his compliments, when we went out to hunt down our first devil, when he wouldn't let me raise my spear to kill that disgusting thing, afraid it would get me dirty, I was very happy back then too.
He also trained me, when I managed to hurt him he told me he would train me, with his help I got stronger faster than before, and I also started to admire him, he got stronger at a surprising speed, and even if there was some pain in how to gain more strength, he didn't hesitate and forge ahead.
The distance between us was already big, and recently it's getting bigger and bigger, although he's been helping me, like when I'm making a spear with shinsoo, it was thanks to his tips that I got it so fast, otherwise it would have taken years, so he started training shinsoo flow, he also explained to me the things he already knew, but still I still can't do it.
I've noticed that I'm getting less and less praise from him, it makes me a little sad, maybe it's because by receiving his praise I'd know I'm getting better? So I would be happy to receive them? Knowing I'm getting stronger? Maybe that's it, maybe not, I honestly don't know, I don't know if I like him or not, but I know I'm happy to be complimented by him.
It reminds me of what my mom told me once, I remember asking at the time if she wasn't sad about my dad having 3 wives, just like those soap operas on TV, but she said ' Do I get sad? Haha, yeah I'm sad about it, but I love him, so I'm happy just being with him, so it doesn't bother me, maybe someday you'll feel it too Maschenny, when only to receive compliments from the person who you love you will be happy, just being close to her you will be happy.'
I don't know if I love him, I'm not exactly happy just being around him, I'm also annoyed when he talks about his achievements with that proud smile, like he's bragging and ridiculing me for not getting the same, but when he is kind to me or help me and praise me, i'm happy.
So at the moment I'm trying to control the shinsoo flows again, so he can compliment me more. I remember 3 months ago, he was able to do body reinforcement with shinsoo, so I need to quickly be able to do a tornado using shinsoo flow, I don't want to be by his side, if I can only see his back, this is already fine.
Closing my eyes I concentrate by lifting one finger up, I start to feel the shinsoo flows around, after that I slowly try to spin my finger, calmly and slowly the shinsoo flow starts to spin my finger though this is far from enough, i need to get the shinsoo around to focus on this shinsoo flow.
I always fail in that part, but recently I started to understand how to do this, the shinsoo flow flows naturally and randomly, it's the one who controls the shinsoo, I always try to pull the shinsoo flow very strongly and not control it naturally, that's why I always fail, but this time I'll be doing it slowly and calmly just like Eduan said.
The shinsoo is what constitutes nature, and the flow of shinsoo is what will make it move in a certain direction, and the way it will appear, and controlling that flow is like going against the natural order of things, so it must be done calmly, or it will disperse.
The shinsoo flow keeps spinning until it starts to guide the shinsoo around to my finger, as soon as I open my eyes, there was the little tornado I was trying to form, although a little shocked, I raised my hands up with a bright smile on face.
"Very well Maschenny, I knew you would make it quickly."
Once I was happy, I was even happier to feel a hand on my head and a voice that I know who it is, turning my head back with a little blush on my face and a smile, I find Eduan looking at me with a little smile on face.
"Yes, it was thanks to you, if it weren't for your tips I wouldn't have made it so quickly, maybe it would have taken a few more years."
I told him with a certain armor and happiness in my voice, but he shakes his head as he says it.
"This was all thanks to you, if you didn't have the talent you would never be able to do it, if you did it means you're a genius, not just because of a few tips."
Hearing him say that, it made my day even better, I stand up while looking at his eyes, currently even though he's 2 years younger than me, he's my height, I talk to him with anticipation in my voice and with eyes shining.
"You said you would teach me body reinforcement when I could do a little shinsoo tornado."
Hearing this he put a smile on his face as he grabbed my hand and led me somewhere talking.
"Yeah, we'll teach you how to do that, maybe after that we'll be able to hurt that guy."
Hearing that I nodded, as soon as the Great Ancestor found out that Eduan was stronger he increased his strength a bit in training, even though Eduan didn't use that body reinforcement that made those blue figures appear on his arm, I wonder what it was that one.
We arrived in a room with a high density of Shinsoo around, as soon as we got there he made me sit down, then he explained to me how he did body reinforcement with the shinsoo flow.
I slowly started to feel the shinsoo flow in my body, he told me to take it slow when doing this, so I will try to fortify just one finger. I started to expand the size of the flow until it was the same size as my finger, but mine wasn't the same as his, I wasn't giving off electricity. Puffing out my cheeks I asked him.
"Why am I not emitting electricity like you are? Nor are there patterns showing on my arm."
Yeah, I admit I was a little jealous of that, as he looked cool with those blue rays and patterns on his arm, even though his gave off electricity since he was born.
"Well I don't even know, probably because I'm blessed with a quality or something?"
He responds by scratching the back of his neck, I was a little sad, but I quickly slapped my cheek with my hands shaking my head. If I can't get stronger using the same methods as him I just have to get stronger in my own way, putting a smile on my face I start trying to compress the shinsoo flow, but as soon as I've done that I held my finger with pain.
"Calm down, you don't need to be in a hurry, if you don't make it today you can make it tomorrow, if you don't make it tomorrow you can make it the day after tomorrow, I'll be here to help you."
Eduan held my hands with a smile helping me to stabilize the flow of shinsoo on my finger with a smile on his face, I was a little embarrassed but I was glad he was worried about me.
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
-- Classement
Power Stone 
-- Power
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