I wake up to find only Bella inside the room. I don't know how long I slept after that D&C procedure, I indeed lost my pregnancy. I may feel some physical discomfort, yes, but there's this pain that is more distressing than what I feel in my physical body. I may have attempted aborting him but I didn't expect that it would affect my emotional anguish this hard.
Just as painful as when I lost my mom. A tear drops unwittingly at the side of my eye, and my little sobbing takes Bella's attention away from her phone.
"Ate, you're awake. How do you feel now?" Bella stands beside my bed after she discerns me awake.
"I'm fine; thank you for keeping me company Bella." I hold her hand.
"Hmm, is what Kuya Bree told me is true? That it's not his baby?" Bella's brow-wrinkles, and her doubtful reactions become apparent.
Writing this chapter, I and my family are facing big predicaments. There is a huge fire in our community and our house is included. However, we don't want to lose hope and blame God, we are still disposed to look to the bright side. Everything will pass and we know, we can get through it.