Suspicions have a mind of their own. They whisper their tales in a person's mind and like a believer, that person begins to follow the tales of suspicion unknowingly. Then our mind nourishes those suspicions by feeding them with his own conjectures. In the end, those suspicions become the reality for the mind.
Even in sleep, Xu Mey was thinking about Ye Jie and Dr. Zhu Chen. Even if they had a slight juxtapose with their features or manners, Xu Mey's mind wouldn't have been running a marathon faster than Usain Bolt. Due to frustration, Xu Mey couldn't sleep well. She was wide awake at the break of dawn.
My favorite author once wrote, "Stop running after the waves, let the sea come to you."
Because in running we often end up forgetting that there might be someone behind us who wants to catch us as much as we want to catch life.
So, that's my advice for the day as well. Stop running. Stay still for a moment and see the world as if you're looking at it for the very first time.
P.S. Check out Ru's booK, "The Inconceivable Flame: A fallen Angel's Disguise"