Chapitre 14: Nature
This something empactful, is easily forgotten.
It's what we look to, for understanding.
There is meaning in what surrounds us outside of our worries.
Nature is something that will come back and be reborn after we are gone.
Something humanity has fought against and helped destroy.
It can't be whipped out and will continue.
Nature shows beauty and ugliness in its true form.
The beauty has the element of danger and the ugly becomes beautiful.
The dead give life and the living die.
It's a cycle of life and death.
The cycle is eternal and the only thing that can be relied on.
Nature brings out the truth in everyone and everything.
The true nature is brought out by the disasters that accure.
What you show everyone else compared to who you really are is brought out.
The things you call darkness are brought out into the light.
Just how I see the moon as my sun and hate the light.
Darkness is home, I feel comforted, while alone.
Company is disaster and causes my misery.
Being alone means I'm not lonely, since there is no one to miss.
The light causes me to be frumpy and night makes me happy.
I prefer concrete over nature, because the nature is what I had.
Those who have conceet to begin with or like the farm don't like it.
I like to admire it from afar and not have to feel the full force of it.
Nature is seen as simple, but complicated.
This is not true for nothing is truly complicated or confussing.
You just don't understand it or where told in a way that didn't make sense to you.
People an daily problems are the same.
Things usually just take more time to explain.
The more time you take to look or pay attention to the details the better you understand it.
Things are left out so you don't understand, sometimes.
There are those who hate silence and think it's ackward.
It's only because it's quite in their head.
They don't like it when their brain is quite and the world is to.
When it's quit my brain isn't distracted and can finally think clearly.
I can only relate is when I think people are staring at me.
Expecting me to speak and don't know what to say.
That's when my brain goes blank and it isn't peaceful.
I will stay away from crowds and am not attracted by it.
In that way I appose nature, because they say that people need others.
People need company and socialization.
Things that are socialized as normal.
Is just everything I'm against.
I want to be the opposite of normal.
I have never been normal and never will be.
Finished: 10:44 pm, Oct. 19, 2019
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