Chapitre 1: Togiri's Diary - First Entry - Before I enterted the Hunter X Hunter World
Some insight about the Main Character. If you want to skip that begin reading , starting from here when you see this symbol
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"Ughhh... I am bored. Why isn't there any good story left."
"Novels, manga, manhua, manhwa, tv shows, movies, videos, stories, tales, mythologies... there is nothing left."
The hole in my heart only grows bigger.
I became exactly what the government wants Its citizens to be and that's an endless consumer.
A slave working on the bottom of the mountain while the higher ups exploit and profit from my depressing existance, but what else should I enjoy in life?
Everyone needs a vice or some way to vent. For some it's relationships, filling the hole in your heart and brightening your dimming soul.
Love? Food? New experiences? Pride? Power? These are all fleeting and so is searching and consuming something great.
But for me the feeling when reading a masterpiece.... That. is. worth fighting for... at least in my eyes.
The feeling ignites you within and sets your heart ablaze. These emotions wete closing the hole I've got in my heart.
This satisfaction of a full soul is the reason why I am not dead.
It is probably better than sex, not that I know. I neither had a girlfriend, kissed or held hands with one.
At 20 years old I'm still a virgin. I'm waiting for the woman to appear that manages to keep my attention for more than 2 minutes, because why would I dream of sex when prostitution existed for centuries.
It is not like these delusion of mine would ever happen since I barely go outside anymore.
I would love to meet an insane redhead that would always keep me entertained. Yes, looking for a crazy woman with red hair that is also looking for a loser like me is one of my hobbies. But I have other problems beside being a Loser.
Too count a few:
1. Ah~ This bad habit of talking to myself.
2.I am constantly doubting the reason for my existence and purpose in life. Like I said if not for that special feeling I would be dead.
3. I am too arrogant
4. I'm too kind and a pacifist. The word pacifist is just a elegant way to say I'm a coward.
People always say that these tv shows, novels, manga, or anime are too much for even a lifetime to read and watch, but I already did that before turning 21.
I read and watched anything remotely nearing a masterpiece or a first-rate story. On my way to find these masterpieces, I found out how to discern the grade of stories.
I became famous and cruel in various communities for my reviews. After a while, people started calling me the "Reviewer" and I gladly took that nickname and title.
Soon after my small fame spread to other platform I started to be feared.
From superstars to new novel authors, everybody got to know my name which was exhilating at first. I also soon started to get paid just for my reviews.
Since I was rewarded with money and attention while being lazy and honestly expressing my emotions, the story itself, and everything else surrounding it like how life worked.
Even though I never revealed my appearance, voice or even phone number, I gained a substantial amount of hardcore fans and haters.
The goverment tried to bury my internet comments, but enough fans repostest my statements.
After pissing of so many people including goverments I was forced to stsy at home, not that I disliked it.
After a while, I completely stopped going outside and even started ordering all my groceries.
By the way all my perspectives of life come from the all kinds of various stories. Back to the present
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*burp* "Fuck! it's so~ boring. Isn't there anything else? I read and watched the best of the best dozens of times"
*Ding*
".... what the...?" I looked at my phone and there was a black screen with a white message on it. I always had my phone on silent mode since nothing except apps contacted me anyways.
"Target confirmed... Name: ■Reviewer■
said a robotic voice coming from my phone.
Sleep-deprived I thought out loud: "Is it happening, am I getting finally transported to another world with magic and will I get a cheat system or need to fulfill missions?
3 wishes? Tutorial? Immortal cultivation? Parallel World? I am so excited like I wasn't in a long time. I'm ready to be overpowered and slap some trashes."
For the first time my instincts and delusions were correct.
From one moment to another I was in a completely white void floating. It felt as if I was in the ocean, drifting in warm water.
There was absolutely nothing, but suddenly something or rather somebody appeared.
It was an old man as gigantic as a mountain sitting on a throne made out of black, semi-translucent material that looked like galaxies.
My eyes almost fell out because of how surprised I was. After a daze full of concentration I snapped out of it.
I could see pores and his skin was akin to a mountain range. I tried swimming away in this weird void to get a good picture of the old man.
I didn't move, but after floating and twisting my body up and down I was sure of one thing. This mountain of a man wasn't alive.
It didn't move, breathe or have light or movement in its eyes. He looked like the acurate depiction of Zeus from Greek mythology.
The greek god I disliked most like many others for his shitty behaviour and actions towards other gods and mortals.
He was a slightly tanned man, with a long white beard, and long hair and he was wearing a toga that ancient Greeks wore.
If I didn't focus on him and his body proportions like his fingernails that were 10 times bigger than any building I ever saw, I would have gone insane from the complete lack of anything in this white water like void.
"We had fun in the last run, but we all think that you are becoming stale and boring" said the big entity with a deep male voice that shook the space a bit and made me shiver to the core of my soul.
His eyes lowered, looking at me. My whole body froze as if I was about to get erased from existence.
His gaze was somehow looking at me and somehow not like I'm a lesser being, than an ant in his eyes.
I was hesitant to speak but was still happy and excited about the possibility of getting transported to another world.
I started speaking "Are you God or some Supreme Being? Am I the chosen protagonist or hero to save the world?"
He chuckled and looked even more menacing as if he was about to erase my existence. His gaze made my blood run cold.
I felt it. My desires, ambition, and will to live were vanishing with every passing moment I was directly looking at this old man.
"Your life is completely worthless and you are here for MY and others' amusement. You are one of the few truly arrogant beings that have absolute confidence in something" said the giant without moving his lips or opening his mouth.
"Your arrogance is boundless. Your reviews on the planet earth in the year 2022 in dimension #7777777 made you accumulate enough existence points to be noticed by the servants. Your comments enraged us by constantly insulting ascended beings."
"Existence points? I don't understand" I almost couldn't listen to his word but it felt like they were forcefully stuffed in me except for the 2 words "Existence Points." They left as quickly as they were spoken.
"A worthless being like you managed to achieve such a level of arrogance and confidence that someone started getting interested in you. He convinced us to use you for our entertainment.
I took your worthless life and placed you in worlds of your choosing and let you become stronger.
Your fantasies and desires were fulfilled by your own hands, but the entertainment value you provided lessened after each reincarnation cycle.
After each world, you fought one of us, died, and were revived. This cycle repeated many times. Your delusions have been entertaining us for quite some time, but after so many times it has become boring and stale.
We decided to make it more interesting and we will allow you to keep your memories and strength after each world through a system you always asked for."
I couldn't think clearly. My heart was beating so loud that my ears felt like they were vibrating.
I didn't completely understand everything the giant before me said, but it I understood the troupe of I will kill the gods who brought me to this world type of thing..... but why should I?
I don't want to live on earth anymore....The debts I still haven't repaid will be repaid in the next life.
"I have to tell the same story every time, if humans got free will then why do you always repeat the same words"
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"Wait. How many times have I fought against you higher beings?"
"Not enough. Hehe" The supreme being laughed while stroking his beard"
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I shuddered. This all feels so unreal like I am dreaming. How am I supposed to fight this guy when I already lost so often before, maybe this time it's gonna be different.... Fuck it, I will just spend my days training a little, enjoying my cheats and living in the new world. Sounds good to me.
"HAHAHAHAHAHA" For the first time the supreme being opened his mouth. His deep voice shook, cracked and almost crumbled the white and seemingly endless void.
"YOU TRIED IT! HERE ARE SOME MEMORIES FOR YOU!!"
Memories started pouring in. At first a few hundred images flashed before my eyes at the same time like youtube videos, then a millions of memories entered my brain and my mind tearing them apart.
It felt like my head was being split apart a thousand times over.
Hot needles ran through my brain and every corner was getting stung by a thousand wasps. Fingernails scratching every corner bloodily.
All these words still couldn't explain the pain I suffered when I saw and felt myself, my wife's, children, parents and loved ones getting brutally killed and suffering a gruesome death.
A few seconds felt like an eternity.
My limbs were ripped off, companions killed, and different wives and different children in different lives murdered in every brutal way possible.
Seeing, feeling and experiencing the emotions of my other self's completely overwhelmed me so that I wished for death in an instant.
All the memories I received were the moments of myself or loved ones death, but just because I didn't receive the full memories of my life's didn't make the pain of losing my families not less unbearable.
Just before my mind completely broke and I felt I was reaching death's door, I was engulfed in white light, I was healed.
An indescribable feeling healed my mind, body, and soul. I recovered my reason and mind again
After some time passed I could calm down and think and breathe again. Suddenly a fire lit in me. A well, will and desire I never had this intense before.
Rage!
A rage that couldn't be extinguished after a thousand years. A feeling that wanted to kill even the supreme being before me knowing I am less than an ant to him.
Hate that made me want to slaughter mindlessly for the first time in my life. Other emotions also lit up in me like sadness, grief, and loneliness, but they were overshadowed by my burning desire for revenge.
I felt a desire that was stronger than the pain and other emotions that previously exploded in me. A desire to kill and kill and kill AND KILL.
I don't care if they used these memories to motivate me but this will be their biggest undoing.
I never was a strong-willed person and gave up many things in my life, but even if it takes millennia, an eternity, or until the end of time I will kill them. Kill them all!
"Good, this is something we never saw this early." said the giant with a light grin on his face.
"Normally we would need to at least kill your wife and children for this to happen."
"Choose your world!"
"Hunter x Hunter! Heavens Arena, 5 years before Gon will leave the Island for the Hunter exam and make me the same age as him." My body was trembling, tears of rage were flowing, my face was twisted and my hands were bleeding from the nails digging into my flesh by making fists.
"I hope this time you will show us all something more interesting than usual"
" ....I... will..see you!" A grin, a face more twisted than demons would have was staring at the supreme being, but the mountain of a man only smiled and said something inaudible which seemed of great importance, but I couldn't hear as if it was filtered for me.
*Ding*
I woke up in the alley. The sun was setting. My clothes were tattered and I saw little fingers on my baby's hand.
*Growl~* My stomach was empty and I was very hungry. I looked around and found a puddle. I saw my previous 5 or 6-year-old self in a small water puddle.
Dark brown hair, brown eyes, and average looking 6 year old from the outside. I was visibly malnourished, but this was the start of my journey.
From a Reviewer to a being that will kill all these fuckers.
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Vernable_Reviewer If you don't to wait for more chapters you can read over 40 chapters of this novel if you search on my profile for other works or search for this novel.
i transferring the novel over to the category of fan fic and imrpove some passages but no rewrites that will affect the plot or character's
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