Chapitre 4: Ch4: Lukewarm echos

I woke up by the bright sunny light on my face though the bed was hooded but still all things were shining like a diamond. I found out myself completely naked laying on the bed. I wished that no one was seen me. I dressed up my own and went to the front door when a waiter of the bar gave a small box with note 'for you', I was not in mood then to open the box. His unconsidered manner, I didn't like the way. I went to my home, took a rest and left the place for my beach house. New clients waiting for my next schedules. I went to the bar and left him my address. Beforehand, I was leaving, when my parents asked me if anything happened with him, I completely ignored the fact and subject, then they said that they wanted me to marry him. I was happy at first then they added he was a gay but his gay lover ran away with someone else, they were serious about their relationship, he wanted to get married with him that's why, he was always frustrated about it. I was like speechless, then I understood about his tearful echos with pleasure because I never had such a great moment with any gay. I said nothing but gave goodbye to them. When I returned to my beach house, I was still going through a traumatic experience, after a week, I remembered that small box, waiter gave it to me at the club. I hoped it was his confession to accepting me as a wife but it was a key of his apartment where he was going to entertained his clients of the club that he wanted to start a new side business. He was wanting to be a male prostitute. He asked me to come and visit him there whenever I needed him. One night with me gave him that marvellous idea to do with others. I was feeling so depressed by the truth that man who were adored by all from my hometown was going to be a part time male prostitute. I couldn't revealed the truth to my parents but I said, I could arrange him the clients but I never did because I was really in love with him. The man who I could not marry. Moreover, he never came to me or contacted me either but my business was blooming.