Chapitre 10: Doubt
Kamiya's Pov
" Why are you surprised at this Arjun? Do I look like a girl who hugs everybody? Of course, It will be my first as I don't have a boyfriend before and also I didn't hug anybody other than my daddy before.
Wait. Wait. Did you have a girlfriend in the past?
Are you a Virgin?" I asked him.
He gulped at my question," I... I.. It's none of your business. Be in your limit," and went away.
Why is he reacting like this? I just asked out of curiosity as he is amazed after knowing this is my first hug. Now, I am sure that he is not a virgin. Anyway, he is going to get punished for this thing in the future.
I glared at nobody. It's really annoying when I just imagine him with some other girl. No Kami, Why are you thinking that?
You just think about the hug. Yes, I felt something different that I can't name it. I want to be in his arms forever. And I will be.
At the same time, My mom came and gave me the saree to change. I locked the door and changed into that.
Then I called everybody and we all started the Pooja. After the Pooja, I noticed that the elders are looking disturbed.
When I asked them, they just smiled and said, "Nothing,"
But I know they are disturbed because of all the happening. They think of this as a bad omen, but I am thinking of this as God's plan. God wants us close that's why he planned this.
I know I am weird at times. However, I can't help it. Arjun left after the Pooja to the office and his friends also left.
After some time, elders can't able to compromise themselves. So, they went to meet the astrologer with Arjun's and my horoscope.
Now the time is 7:25 pm. Dharani and I started watching TV in the hall or I can say that I am sitting there physically, but I am thinking about Arjun.
Arjun's Pov
I am waiting in my office for Karthick to come. He is disturbed since yesterday and I also know the reason behind that. I want to change his mind that's why I called him after the Pooja, but he told me that he will come after he dropped Swetha at her home as her scooty is in service.
Suddenly, my thought went to Kamiya. Seriously, It's very tough to ignore her. These 15 days is like torture to me.
In these past days, I have become like a stalker to have a look at her. Since she is not an early riser, I will always stare at her in the morning while she is asleep and she will be very cute.
She also ignored me and it hurts me more, but I am not showing it. As I said before, today also I am staring at her while she is arranging everything for Pooja without her notice.
What the fuck? I am getting turned on with her looks itself. She is looking like a flower in that dress. I can't able to take my eyes off her.
When I was admiring her, all of the sudden her Pallu got the fire. After that, you all know what happened.
When she hugged me, I was astonished at that. Later, I am the happiest person in this world and I want to hold her like this forever. Her body fit so perfectly in my arms. I want to stop the world that second itself to enjoy that moment more because I don't know when it will happen again.
After our hug, when I started to move towards the door to leave her as I want to give her some privacy to change her dress. At that same time, I heard her speaking to herself and I got struck at that word 'first hug'.
I can't able to control myself, So I make her face me and asked the first thing which came to my mind. I felt like the most fortunate person when she confirmed me. But her next question shocked me to the core. Somewhat I passed her question and left the room.
While I am thinking all this, Karthick came inside my cabin and got seated himself.
" Hi da," Karthick greeted me.
"Hi Karthick," I replied.
"So, what's up? Why did you call me alone?" He asked.
"Can't I speak with my friend without any reason?" I put a question to his question and he smiled at that.
"What happened? Why are you looking like this?" I asked him.
"Don't you know?" He replied with a hollow laugh.
"I know, It's all because of Anitha right. But you didn't propose to her as far now. That's why she said 'Ok' to this date as per her family request or else it would have been a different scenario, Karthick," I tried to comfort him.
"I proposed her yesterday," He told me with tears stung his eyes.
"What did she replied?" I asked nervously.
"She didn't feel like that with me and also she always thought of me as a friend who is like a brother," He replied and his tears were streaming down his cheeks. I hugged him straight away.
I can understand his feeling, So, I let him cry on my shoulder to feel better. After some time, We sat in our seats.
"And I don't want to force my feeling on her when she thinks of me as a brother. So, I said ' Ok and All the best' for her future," He grieved.
" It's ok. Maybe, you deserve someone who will make your life more blissful with her entry. Then, you will be smiling like an idiot," I said this to change his mind. I can't able to get angry at Anitha as she is also my friend and she didn't feel that way means we can't do anything with that.
"Yes, like you are doing nowadays," He said.
" I...... It..... It's not like that," I stuttered.
He smirked at me, "That I can see. I know da(dude). Don't feel about me. I am strong enough to overcome this. I will be ok within a few days. So, tell me what is happening in your life?"
After, I started to explain to him all the things and also my inner turmoil about her feeling.
"I am not sure about her feeling, but divorce is not an option, Arjun. You have a lifetime to make her understand your feelings. I know you can, Arjun. Because I feel like she is one for you," He advised me.
"I don't want our relationship to be forced on her," I told him my conflict.
" Then don't force. Give her some space. Make her feel your love," He stated.
" If she doesn't feel anything towards me, then my feeling will be burdened for her," I am opening up my fears to him.
"If she didn't feel anything means she wouldn't have hugged you today. She would have hugged her mother as she was also there. But she didn't do that means she thinks that you will protect her.
She asked you 'are you a virgin?' because she can't able to digest the fact that she is not your first. It's the outcome of her jealousy. That's all," He explained to me.
"Are you saying that she also loves me as I am?" I asked curiously to confirm my understanding.
" I am not sure about that. But she is trying to give this relationship a chance. So, you need to make a move now," He told me and I hugged him saying, "Thank you" again and again.
After speaking with Karthick, I felt like he opened my eyes. Then, we started to speak about random things.
At that time, He asked me," What are you going to do with the challenge Arjun? Did you start planning anything?"
"I am planning to launch a new application with the help of investors. I am at the end stage of developing the App. My app is almost done.
You will be thinking about how I did this in a small period of time right. But no, I started this almost a year back. I can't able to complete it.
However, after her challenge, I am concentrating on this more and I am sure I will complete this in some time," I said.
"Superb da, tell me more about the App. Why haven't you told me before?" He asked surprised.
" I am not sure about this. That's why I haven't told you before. Now, I am sure about this.
The app's name is Cine Passion. It will be useful to the people whose passion is cinema. Here you can show all types of talents that are useful to make a movie like acting, directing choreographing, editing, stunting, etc. You will be having a different tab inside the app to show your talents.
But there is another trick that is going to attract more people to this app. I am going to make this app an opportunity for talented people," I told him.
"How is it possible through the app?" He asked.
"For that, we need support from the investor. People who are using this app to showcase their talent right. So, they will get a chance.
But my point is, they will surely get a chance through this app, if they are experts in that," I tried to explain.
"But how?" He muddled.
"After we have introduced the app. My plan is to run a contest for the app user who can send their story in the mail which they want to make a movie.
The best story will be produced by our app. Likewise, we will run the contest for all the requirements in that movie. In this way, talented people will get a chance.
Likewise, we will make the movie once in the 6 months or one year. How is it?" I asked.
" That may cause us loss right," He stated.
"No, If they want to participate in that contest, then they need to be VIP users which means they need to pay. If they want to pay, they have to pay for 1 year as it is the only choice. So many people who are having a passion will surely give it a try. I am sure we won't loss.
And we are going to make a movie, according to our budget. So there will not be a problem. What say?" I smirked.
"Are you sure it will work as a set of new people is going to make a movie? They need to have an experience in that right," He asked.
"We are only going to select right. If they want to get selected, then they need to be an expert in that," I replied.
"Then, superb da. Finish this soon and all the best," He smiled and hugged me.
"Thank you da. We soon have to find the suitable investor for this," I stated.
"Sure da. Make it fast, we are not having so much time," He replied. I smiled and nodded.
We talked for some time, then we left the office and I reached home at 9:00 pm. Dharani is watching TV.
" Where are the others?" I asked her.
"Patti, Amma, Appa, Aththai, and Mama went to meet the astrologer," She replied.
I thought this would happen after that incident, but I didn't think they would go immediately. I too got scared, because I don't want her hurt. But I don't trust this astrologer and all. So I prayed to the god in the pooja that I can digest anything, but don't hurt her because I can't digest that.
Where is Kamiya? She doesn't tell me that. If I ask her, then she will tease me. What to do?
"Then," I asked her.
"Then what? Nothing," She smirked.
That's all, I lost it.
" Where is Kamiya?" I asked her.
" Oh, you want to know about your wife whereabout," She stated. I told you all right.
"Yes, Where is my wife?" I asked annoyingly.
" She was here before. She got the call, so she went to the room," She said.
Straight away, I started to walk towards my room. When I held the door handle to open.
I am aghast when I heard her," Baby, you know right. I love you so much,"
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