Everything Happens for A Reason

"I was never been touched by anyone not until tonight!"

I woke up in someone's strange bed without wearing anything. My clothes were scattered on the floor. And I saw him sleeping comfortably beside me without a t-shirt. I saw few bloods on the bedsheet. I felt something pain below my stomach as I slowly move.

Lost. Pain. Shame. Undesirable. Unacceptable. Unreasonable. All of those are enough to be horrify.
Yes! I was definitely horrified that ables me to screamed louder than I expected.