Cruising through movie worlds

"So, that's how my life ends, what a waste of time it was....."
a young para special forces soldier mutters as he lied in the puddle of his own blood, finally coming to terms that the glory and purpose for which he have strived for his whole life held no meaning in the grand scheme of things, he had just become stats, data alongside many other of the
honourable soldiers who are lying dead around him ,had died in the past, or will continue to do so in the near future. he once held the belief that joining army will give him a purposeful life, honor to upheld to, and people to protect but really who was he really protecting, the interest of the greedy politicians of both sides who will call war on a whim and settle by reaching treaty when their personal and political interests are met, huh how incredibly foolish he was....he wished he was more selfish....