Chapitre 1: I -Thoughts and Meditations
I'm Eros Hermès, just another guy dropped into the yawning stretch of the 21st century. It's a bland epoch where every inch of earth is stamped with some flag or another, and the stars out there mock us with their distance, our fingers just brushing the cosmic void. Our tech? Barely a blip on the Kardashev scale. We're cosmic toddlers, still tripping over our own feet.
But deep down, there's this itch, this hope that maybe, just maybe, we can shake off the petty squabbles over dirt patches and power plays. What if we could hitch our wagon to something bigger, something grander? Imagine the whole of humanity rolling up its sleeves, eyes gleaming with the sweat of scientific breakthroughs, hands molding a utopia right here under our feet and then reaching out, way out, into the black sea above, pulling the stars a tad closer, unraveling the universe's tightly coiled secrets—and ours, right along with it. That's the dream, the big-ticket ride to the stars, real-deal Accelerationism.
But then there's the glitch in the dream—us, with our NPC minds, all wired up on ego and a hunger for the spotlight. I've got this gnawing feeling that maybe, just maybe, that grand shedding of our darker selves for some cosmic leap of faith might just stay a dream. But who knows, right? Stranger things have happened.
I've kind of checked out of the human race, you know? Started seeing myself as something... different. An Übermensch. Life's a big, blank canvas, and I figured, why not paint my own picture?
Every day's a hustle for me. Mind, body, soul – I'm tuning them like a fine instrument. Some folks will tell you that perfection's a myth, or worse, that you're fine just the way you are. Don't you believe it. Life's about the chase, the hunger. It's about feeding that beast inside, craving knowledge, strength, a kind of beauty that's more than skin deep.
Socrates – ever hear of him? Guy was onto something. He said it's a crying shame for a man to get old without seeing what his body's really capable of. Think of yourself as a block of marble. Not just any old block, mind you, but prime, Grade-A stuff. And you? You're not just chipping away at it; you're crafting a masterpiece. Think Michelangelo, not some street-corner chiseler. This, right here, this is your life's work.
You want your marble to end up like David, that masterpiece that just stops folks in their tracks. Every book you read, every mile you run – that's another stroke of the chisel, another fine detail in your own personal masterpiece. What's the point of just sitting around, right? Life's this big, beautiful thing, and it's a shame not to wring every last drop out of it.
Now, I'm not throwing shade at the couch potatoes, but that's not the life for you. You get one shot at this – one. And when the lights are going out, you don't want to be lying there thinking you left something on the table. So, let's not be just another face in the crowd. Let's be something more.
The shadow of death—it's got this weird allure, doesn't it? Like, part of me can't stand the thought of the show going on without me in the spotlight. Feels like I'm the guy holding the whole world together. But then, there's this liberating side to it, too. Knowing that any second could be your curtain call—it kind of sets you free. Makes you want to dive into life—science, art, a solid workout, or just kicking back—like you're seeing it all for the first time, with those wide-eyed, can't-get-enough wonder-kid goggles on.
But then, man, there are times when everything feels... off. Like, what if this is all just some high-tech illusion, a Matrix-style mind game? Or what if I'm already checked out, and this is just some cosmic highlight reel playing in my head?
Got my head wrapped around this wild idea lately—the "Boltzmann Brain" thing. So, this Boltzmann guy, he's talking about how, given enough time, the universe could just cough up a brain, fully loaded with fake memories, like some quantum fluke. It's a long shot, sure, but it cracks open this door to a whole other level of crazy—like, what if I'm that brain, living out a made-up story? And here's the kicker: Boltzmann's math says it's more likely for this brain-in-a-bottle to dream up our universe than for the cosmos to just, you know, happen without any backstage crew.
It's like something straight out of an H.P. Lovecraft paperback. Picture this: the universe, all of it, just the daydream of some cosmic slumberer. They called him Azathoth in those stories—the big kahuna of chaos, snoozing away while his dreams spin out galaxies and goofballs like you and me. Gives you the chills, doesn't it?
Dancing to the tune of Azathoth's cosmic jam, right? Those mindless pipers and drummers, they're the only thing standing between us and the big blackout. Kind of wild to think that the whole shebang—stars, planets, late-night TV—all of it could just puff out like a candle if that big guy ever blinks awake. But hey, let's not wander too far down that rabbit hole, or we'll both be up all night, staring at the ceiling.
Life's got its rhythms, sure, mostly ticking along like clockwork. But I get it, sometimes you find yourself craving a break in the pattern, something to shake the snow globe, really stir up the scene. I've been tossing coins into that wishing well for a decade now, just itching for a curveball big enough to make the whole world do a double-take. An apocalypse, a cosmic curveball, something to peel back the curtain and show what we're really made of when the chips are down.
It's that taste for chaos, you know? That little voice whispering, "What if?" Keeps you on your toes, keeps things interesting. But until the sky falls or the stars go out for a smoke break, we just keep on keeping on, finding those little bits of extraordinary in the ordinary, waiting for the day when the world decides to spin the other way.
Lying there, my thoughts drifting like smoke, weaving those wild, whispered prayers for a crack in the cosmos, I was adrift in the uncharted waters of my own mind. That's when it happened—a sound, subtle but undeniable, a rustling that crept through the stillness of my room.
In a heartbeat, I was on my feet, the quiet of contemplation shattered. My hand found the switch, and light flooded the space, casting away shadows, laying bare the corners once cloaked in darkness...
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
-- Classement
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