Chapitre 24: The Price of Humanity
Tafukht's face fell, deep sadness filling her eyes. "It could be real, Atenzi. You could have all of this. Just... stay. Forget about Naaim, about the war, about all of it. Stay here, with us."
Atenzi felt his heart breaking. "I can't," he whispered. "As much as I want to, I can't. There are people counting on me. A whole world that needs me."
"And what about what you need?" Tafukht pressed, her voice shaking. "Don't you deserve happiness? Don't you deserve love?"
Atenzi reached out, cupping Tafukht's face in his hands. "I do. But not like this. Not by abandoning my responsibility, my purpose."
As he spoke, the world around him began to dissolve. The children faded away first, then the park, the neighborhood. Finally, only Tafukht remained, a lone figure in a sea of red mist.
"I'm sorry," Atenzi said, his voice thick with emotion. "I'll always love you. But I have to go back. I have to finish what I've started."
Tafukht nodded, a sad smile on her face. "I know. It's who you are. It's why I loved you." With those words, she too faded away, leaving Atenzi alone once more in the blood-red void.
He fell to his knees, overwhelmed by the loss. Even knowing it wasn't real, the pain was excruciating. To have tasted that perfect life, only to willingly give it up...
"My, my," Báthory's voice drifted through the mist. "You continue to surprise me, little king. Not many could turn away from their heart's deepest desire."
Atenzi stood, wiping the tears from his eyes. "Is that all you've got?" he challenged, his voice hoarse but determined.
A low chuckle echoed around him. "Oh no, my dear. We're just getting started."
The mist swirled again, this time forming a scene that made Atenzi's blood run cold. He stood in a dimly lit dungeon, the walls wet with moisture and something darker. Before him, chained to the wall, were familiar faces. People who had opposed or wronged him in the past.
"They're all yours," a silky voice whispered in his ear. Báthory appeared beside him, her red eyes gleaming. "Every person who ever doubted you, who ever stood in your way. You have the power now. The power to punish them as you see fit."
Atenzi felt a surge of dark satisfaction. How easy it would be to make them pay, to let out all the frustration and anger he'd bottled up. He took a step forward, then another.
The prisoners looked up at him, fear in their eyes. They knew who he was, knew the power he wielded.
"Please," one begged, his once-proud voice now a pitiful whimper. "Have mercy."
Mercy. The word echoed in Atenzi's mind, bringing him up short. He thought of Musashi's teachings, of the ideals he'd fought for.
"No," he said, stepping back. "This isn't justice. This is revenge."
Báthory's eyes narrowed. "And what's wrong with revenge? They wronged you, wronged your people. Don't they deserve to suffer?"
Atenzi shook his head. "Suffering doesn't undo the wrongs of the past. It only keeps a cycle of pain and hatred going." He turned to face Báthory. "True strength isn't in the ability to punish, but in the capacity to forgive."
As he spoke, he felt a weight lift from his shoulders. The dungeon began to fade, the prisoners disappearing like morning mist.
Báthory remained, her expression a mixture of frustration and intrigue. "You're a stubborn one, aren't you? Let's see how you handle this, then."
The world shifted once more. This time, Atenzi found himself in a vast, empty space. No light, no sound, just... nothingness.
"Hello?" he called out, his voice swallowed by the void.
No response came. As the silence stretched on, Atenzi felt a creeping dread. He was alone. Completely, utterly alone.
Doubts began to whisper in his mind. Was he really the right person to lead? How could he, a man from another world, presume to know what was best for Naaim? Was he just fooling himself, playing at being a hero?
The doubts grew louder, more insistent. Every mistake he'd made, every moment of uncertainty, every fear he'd pushed down - all of it came rushing back.
"I'm not a hero," he whispered to the darkness. "I'm just... me. Just Atenzi. How can I possibly handle this responsibility?"
The void seemed to press in on him, suffocating in its emptiness. Atenzi fell to his knees, overwhelmed by the weight of his own inadequacy.
For a long moment, he teetered on the edge of despair. Then, unbidden, memories began to surface. The grateful faces of the people he'd helped. The trust in Musashi's eyes. The loyalty of Anzar and the others who had stood by him.
"I may not be a hero," Atenzi said, his voice growing stronger. "But I'm not alone. And as long as there are people who believe in me, who are willing to fight for a better future, I'll keep going. Not because I'm special or chosen, but because it's the right thing to do."
As he spoke, tiny points of light began to appear in the darkness. Small stars, growing brighter with each word. Soon, the void was filled with a galaxy of lights, chasing away the crushing emptiness.
The starfield coalesced, reforming into the blood-red mist. But this time, Atenzi stood tall, unafraid.
Báthory appeared before him, her expression unreadable. "Well done, little king. You've faced your desires, your darker impulses, and your deepest fears. But now... now we come to the final test."
The mist parted, revealing a goblet filled with a liquid that seemed to glow from within. Báthory lifted it, offering it to Atenzi.
"My blood," she said simply. "Infused with the power of centuries. Drink, and you will become like me. Immortal. Invincible. With power beyond your wildest dreams."
Atenzi stared at the goblet, feeling its pull. "And the cost?"
"Your humanity," Báthory replied. "But think of what you could do with eternity, Atenzi. The good you could achieve, the wonders you could create. No more worrying about the shortness of mortal life. You could guide Naaim for centuries, even thousands of years."
Atenzi reached out, his hand hovering over the goblet. The power it offered was tempting, so very tempting. To never age, never tire. To have the strength to protect his people forever.
But as his fingers brushed the cool metal, he hesitated. "And what about the people I swore to protect? Would I still understand their struggles, their hopes, their fears?"
Báthory's smile was razor-sharp. "You would be above such concerns. A god among men, shaping their destinies as you see fit."
Atenzi withdrew his hand. "No," he said, his voice firm. "The moment I stop understanding the people I lead is the moment I lose the right to lead them. My humanity isn't a weakness to be thrown away. It's the source of my strength, my compassion, my ability to connect with others."
He stepped back, squaring his shoulders. "I choose to stay human, with all the weakness and uncertainty that comes with it. Because it's our struggles, our ability to overcome them, that make us who we are."
Báthory's eyes widened in genuine surprise. Then, slowly, she began to laugh. It started as a low chuckle and built to a full-throated roar that echoed through the crimson mist.
"Oh, bravo!" she exclaimed when her laughter subsided. "Bravo indeed, little king. In all my centuries, I've never seen anyone pass all the tests of the Blood Temptation. Until now."
The mist began to clear, revealing the chamber where the trial had begun. Atenzi blinked, disoriented by the sudden return to reality.
Báthory stood before him, her expression a mixture of respect and something like regret. "You've proven yourself, Atenzi of the Sovereign Lands. Your will is strong, your convictions unshakeable. You've earned the right to call yourself a true leader."
Atenzi nodded, feeling drained yet oddly invigorated. "Thank you, Queen Báthory. Though I suspect this was as much a test for you as it was for me."
A flicker of surprise crossed Báthory's face, quickly replaced by her usual mask of cool amusement. "Perceptive as well as strong-willed. You continue to impress, little king."
She gestured towards the chamber's exit. "Go. Rest. You've earned it. But know this: the final trial still awaits. And it will test more than just your mind and will."
As Atenzi turned to leave, Báthory's voice stopped him. "One last thing, Atenzi. The offer of immortality... it remains open. Should you ever change your mind."
Atenzi looked back at her, seeing for a moment the weight of centuries in her ageless eyes. "Thank you," he said softly. "But I think I'll take my chances with mortality."
With that, he stepped out of the chamber, leaving Báthory alone with her thoughts. As the door closed behind him, Atenzi let out a long, shaky breath.
He had passed the second trial, but at what cost? The visions, the temptations, the confrontations with his deepest self - all of it had left marks on his mind that he suspected would never fully fade.
But he had also gained something. A deeper understanding of himself, of his strengths and weaknesses. A renewed conviction in his purpose.
As he made his way back to Musashi and Anzar, Atenzi's mind turned to the final trial that lay ahead. Whatever challenges it held, he would face them. Not as a perfect hero or an invincible leader, but as a human. Flawed, uncertain, yet determined to do what was right.
The path ahead was fraught with danger, but for the first time since arriving in Naaim, Atenzi felt truly ready to walk it.
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
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