So,here I am. Still looking at my beautiful face that's adorned with very delicate features that were always graced with gentle smiles but not today. My usual sparkling eyes that always shone with curiosity and empathy,were at very puffy and red at the moment.
Let's even not talk about my usual long luscious hair that is my favorite part on my body but right now,it looked no less than a bird's nest.
My usual subtle blushes on both my cheeks were slowly changing, turning to a more paler complexion.
Though right now I looked like a mess,but I had no where or any part that could really prove those test results.
Still in immersed in my ever first depression method,I had keys being entered in my door key handle.
I very well knew the only person who could enter my room without calling or permission and that's my bestie,Luna Danze.
She was actually the only person who could literally tell what my life journey has been like. We've been best friend for as long as I can remember. She was the only person who I knew cared for me without expecting anything in return.
And because she was my bestie,I didn't want her to see me in this situation looking very messy like this. I didn't want to worry her. I wanted for us to spend the last of my days here on earth like a normal person.
So,I decided to fight this lymphoblastic leukemia "war" alone and if in any case I am to loose this battle,I wanted to hurt no one or leave them buried in sadness.